All Things Jenilyn

Blah-zay

2012-01-14T14:53:00.000-07:00

I might be burnt out. Ok, I am burnt out. Bad news bears.....it's the first week of school...so.....there's that. I need energy, I need motivation, I need I need gimme gimme. Do I sound like I'm 5 yrs old? Sorry for the vent sesh guys. I started this semester of school and there are like no cool people. My classes are full of weirdos, which is probably ironic because they probably think the same thing about me. Oh well, I can't be bothered. I have 2 semesters, count 'em TWO semesters (or oh-vest-ers depending on who you talk to) and I'm am outroz.... finito....donezo.....kaput. Are you excited? I might have a paper chain countdown, don't rule that out. I've always heard there's a light at the end of the tunnel and I'm almost certain I'll be able to see it come May (which is also my birthday month, let's not forget that imperative tidbit). Ahhhhh I feel better. See, blogs are so good for venting....like you didn't know.
I just saw "War Horse" today, cried three separate times...completely unexpected. You should probably see it if you haven't. Not probably. Go see it. Hey if you guys have any pointers for a little motivation shoot
'em my way. Is it spring time yet?

2012-01-01T23:54:00.000-07:00

I wish I had pictures to post of my extremely uneventful, but perfect New Year's Eve. Siaki and I went over to my parents house to participate in our New Year's tradition. My parents order chinese food and have all sorts of goodies to munch on, and we eat, and play games and watch movies. That probably sounds like a boring New Year's to all you folks, but it was perfect. I was with my loved ones and we were all safe, warm, and happy. Being "home for the holidays" is such a wonderful thing. I am so grateful for my family. Naturally I have a ton of resolutions to get started on...one of which is to take MORE pictures to post on this thang! But seriously guys, I do have a ton of resolutions, I gotta narrow them down....Oprah says to pick 2 or 3 that are do-able, that you KNOW you'll be able to accomplish. That Oprah really knows what she's talking about right? (I'm totally being sarcastic). I hope everyone had an enjoyable holiday season!!! Looking forward to this new year!

Grinchie

2011-12-14T18:25:00.001-07:00

As if it hasn't been long enough since I posted I feel like I have nothing to blog about. Never mind that I just finished a semester of school, never mind that dad is being released from the hospital (after 2 weeks), never mind that I purchased a new car...apparently all those things are not blog worthy. It's a shame isn't it? This is what my blogging life has come to....pathetic. However, the Christmas season is officially here, and now that there's somewhat of a hint of snow on the ground I can officially listen to Christmas music (it's an unwritten Jenilyn rule that there MUST be snow on the ground in order to listen to, and enjoy Christmas music). My Christmas tree has been up since Thanksgiving, never mind that there are only lights and no ornaments on the tree. I don't wanna be a humbug so I need to get some ornaments on that tree (note to self--get ornaments on that tree).

Roughing It

2011-08-29T18:47:00.000-07:00

Every year growing up I looked forward to Girls Camp. It meant "roughing it" Young Women style. It meant playing pranks on other girls, it meant hanging with your Beehive sistas, chilling with the Miamaids, and kickin it with the Laurels. It meant planning lil' surprises for your secret sister. Wearing brightly colored bandanas. It meant going on the dreaded "hike" and giving your leaders H for it. It meant the endless annoyance of "camp songs." It meant laughs, late nights, and some serious fun. It was the ONLY time I ever got to go camping. As it is, The Chief grew up on an island and claims that he camped his whole life so why would he want to go now that he has a home with running water, a bed, air conditioning yadda yadda yadda. Fast forward to present day. I work at a private boarding school for at risk teens. I am one of their counselors, and every year we go camping. Part of our trip is a 4 day deep woods backpacking extravaganza. We carry EVERYTHING on our backs......ON OUR BACKS! The mosquitos were definitely in season....in fact I think I was almost eaten alive freckles and all. Incidentally, "Off! Deep Woods" was my new signature scent...don't worry, I rocked it. I came to the realization that as much as I deny it.....I don't like dirt. It's just so......dirty. Uphill is not always as hard as I thought it was. A good attitude and an IPOD are MANDATORY if you have 10 teenage girls hiking with you (word to the wise....an IPOD is absolutely indispensable). Sleeping "under the stars" is not as glamorous as it sounds....it's quite uncomfortable as a matter of fact..I mean I have a full size pillow top calling my name every night and you want me to sleep on the uneven, untouched, uncomfortable ground? As if. Also, it gets cold in them thar mountains, frigidly cold. There is NO cell service in the back woods so don't even entertain the thought of an encouraging text msg from your peeps. Don't even think about updating your fb status bragging to all you homies about what you're doing compared to what they're not doing. It's all very primitive in the great outdoors. However, the views are breathtaking, the air is crisp and clean, and the scent is heavenly. I loved waking up to the brightness of the sun rather than the the buzzing of an alarm. Being able to see the milky way so vividly was incredible. I was in definite need of harnessing my "chi" becoming one with nature, body, and self...highly recommend it. In reality the good definitely outweighed the bad (by leaps and bounds). I absolutely took myself out of my comfort zone on more than 14 occasions. I believe I grew from those experiences. My patience was tried and tested, along with my nerves. I surpassed a lot of the "limits" I thought I had. I learned that I can wear several hats in the same situation...that those hats can be changed at (excuse the expression) the "drop of a hat." Versatility was not one of my strong points until this trip (this is strictly my opinion). It was an excellent experience. Wouldn't trade it for anything......well maybe a weekend in the Bahamas, but you get what I mean.

If I have to....

2011-07-09T20:14:00.000-07:00

Oh goodness...the dreaded "S" word....Summer. There I said it. You and your delightful weather....with your sunshine and outdoor activities.....your color palette, and flowy summer dresses....darn you to H! FALSE! Ladies & Gentlemen of the blogging world you have just been punk'd wicka woooo! I made you believe I hate summertime...but....really I don't. I guess I'm just a funny girl...I don't know what to tell ya.
You guys, summer is my absolute favorite part of the year. For the past 2 summers I have been employed at West Ridge Academy which means that my Saturdays are full of summer fun thought of, planned, & executed by yours truly (and 2 other greats). We get to plan activities {that WE want to do} and then WRA pays for it.....not too shabby. I'm always up for suggestions so if you have any.....
Favs about summer? My tan....shave ice.....the lake....the hikes.....the pool....baby swimming suits....my babies IN their swimmingsuits.....camping.....movies.....rugby games...fireworks.....parties....night games....I mean we could def be here for a while.

Man-chel's Wedding

2011-06-19T20:26:00.000-07:00

I've heard that one of the reasons people cry at weddings is b/c they feel like they are losing a son/daughter/brother/sister. On this specific occasion I did not feel this way at all. I felt like I was not only getting a new sister, but I was also getting a new and improved Manti. The wedding was the most fun wedding I have ever attended (I've seen a few in my day.....and this is not just b/c it was a sibling wedding). Rachel's family is nothing less than classy. They are fun, they are cool, and they are beautiful. Everyone was in such a good mood. The food was delicious, the entertainment was awesome, the flip books were too fun! The company (and when I say company I mean Groomsmen haha) was fantastic, and the bride and groom were glowing. It was just a good good day.

What a winner

2011-05-03T09:45:00.000-07:00

I mean.....I don't wanna brag but....you guys, he's a pretty great guy. This little fella not only graduated from the infamous BYU, but he graduated with a degree in Biology. Over the years I have heard talk of chemistry mumbo jumbo, statistics *gag*, genetics (como?), and thousands of "formulas" which gently put me to sleep once a "discussion" began.
I feel like it was only yesterday that he couldn't say his "R's" and stuttered uncontrollably. As it is, he is the ONLY college graduate in the family (don't worry....some of us are on our way to graduation). What a winner. So proud. So happy for him. Snaps to Manti Matthew......what a rad broseph you are.

Sigh I wish....

2011-04-25T22:49:00.000-07:00

Every now and again I get so busy that I actually WISH to be sick. The thought of a laying in warm, comfy bed all day, watching television, and taking long,warm showers just appeals to me. FALSE! While all those things are nice to think of....it's not as nice as I thought it would be.
I caught a case of the black lung...or...the flu. I haven't had the flu since I was a bratty 4th grader...now, in my "early" twenties I've come down with this sickness that has drained me of every ounce of energy, but left me with nausea, aches, and pains, the chills, hot sweats, cold sweats, & fingernail sensitivity.
Whenever I'm NOT under the weather being sick seems so glamorous. You get to stay in bed all day...watch as many movies (or reality tv in my case) that you want, you can sleep or not sleep, you get to feast on yummy soups and crackers, drink lots of liquids, and people feel sorry for you and give you all their attention just to make you more comfortable. Who could ask for anything more? Not so. None of those things were as great as they sounded. I missed my future-sister-in-law's bridal shower, family Easter gathering (both of which I was more than excited to attend), yummy Campbell food (that only the Campbell's can whip up), being with my family, going out with friends.....what did I get instead? A long lonely weekend with the Kardashians, and yes, while the Kardash's are my 2nd family they didn't quite measure up to my REAL family. To break it down the next time I get sick I think I'll plan it differently. It will probably be on a weekend when everyone is in town, and there are no fun activities planned, and I'll most likely send out a mass text to inform everyone of my condition to receive maximum levels of sympathy and comfort. As it is, I think I'll be a little more careful what I wish for.

Oooh weeeee!

2011-02-28T16:49:00.001-07:00

You guys Feb has been such a great month ps. I'm single.....so there's that. I don't know if the stars are working in my favor or if I am just extra emotional and just happen to be super inspired from all angles. So...just for fun I decided to list things that have inspired me this month....just for the heck of it.

1. The new OWN network. Every time I see Oprah I want to cry, and sometimes I do. She has given so much happiness to so many people...it is....well, inspiring.
2. I know I'm gonna get a lot of guff for this one, but you know what I don't even care....not one iota. Justin Bieber's Never Say Never. I have never been to a movie that had me LITERALLY dancing in the aisle. It wasn't about the fact that he's a 17yr old heart throb. It was his journey that was so inspirational.
3. The Oscars. For the record, I do not sit around and wait for award shows to watch....I just don't have time. I love the fashion and I love the aftershows...but to sit down for 3 hours and watch people get up and be "so completely surprised" that they won then act like an idiot while giving an "acceptance" speech....not my thing. Last night the elements were in my favor and I found myself comfy, warm, and in good company WATCHING the Academy Awards. Who knew? What I did NOT expect? Crying during the finale....but you guys...when PS22 sang "Somewhere over the Rainbow" and then ALL the Oscar winners walked out Oscars in hand....I just couldn't help myself....I just COULDN'T help myself.
4. Lisa Ling's "Our America." I've been a Lisa Ling fan since the days of "Channel 1" (did anyone else watch that in Jr High/High School?) She brings such an eloquent voice to those who are....not normal in "our" society. She's a brilliant reporter, and has such a way with words and people. It is a moving program. Outstanding, eye-opening, jaw-dropping....I mean I could go on and on.
5. My family. A few years ago I just had a horrible horrible year...I mean, it was evident that the world was against me....but I bounced back (as one normally does) but, every SINGLE person in my family played a pivotal role in that. Not just my siblings (who by the way were crucial in keeping me afloat), but my immediate cousins on both sides. They rallied together and helped bring me back. Now, looking back....I get a lump in my throat just thinking about how bad it was and how good they were to me.
6. Rocky & Pam Su'a. I remember how selfish I was. My dad would work 15 hr days and come home and ask for a foot rub and I would huff and puff about it. All he wanted was a foot rub...not my right lung. What a horrible daughter right? My mom hasn't had a bad day in 15yrs. (well, let's be honest, everyone has bad days...but she never let anyone see it). She could be facing the most stressful crisis in America, and still answer the phone with cheerfulness in her voice. I know we all love our parents so much...I mean it's only natural. But I think the reason we all think are parents are the greatest is b/c we see what they go through for us and we see the trials they've overcome, and that in and of itself is definitely worthy of praise, but we see that they do it for their families....not for themselves. I am absolutely positive that they would move heaven and earth if they knew it would make us happy...in fact...I believe I have witnessed it a few times. They do it for US....to make US happy....how can we NOT think they're the greatest? How can we not be grateful? How can we not be inspired?
All in all February has been a great month. It's the month of Love.........and I loved it.

Trash....or trashy?

2011-02-23T14:33:00.000-07:00

Would you guys judge me if I said I love reality tv? I mean, it is not necessarily something that I am extremely proud of, but it gets me through the day. I recently had a little time off and got all caught up on RHO Beverly Hills (RHO=Real Housewives Of) RHO Atlanta, Keeping up w/the Kardashians, Khourtney & Kim take New York, Oprah Season 25 Behind the Scenes (at least that's legit....right?) & pretty much any of the programs on the new Oprah Winfrey Network (aka OWN). It was a glorious few days off. Well anyway, my mom says that reality tv is trashy, and while I do back her up on that very self-incriminating fact...does that make me a trashy person? I don't cuss, I don't treat people the way they do, I don't by any means consider any of them a role model (except Oprah...ah...heaven bless Oprah). So....bottom line....am **I** trashy?

2011-02-20T19:47:00.000-07:00

I love blog stalking people. It sounds so creepy when I say it like that.....I like following blogs. Everyone blogs about the funny, and happy things or successful stories in their lives. I kinda just wanna give you all a high five...and a big thank you. I love reading about positivity. Winter can be gloomy.

Did everyone have an awesome Valentine's Day? Incidentally, I had a great one. No really. I mean, yes I'm single....but I took some time out to say "I love you" to myself, and my loved ones. It was awesome. There was not one ounce of desire in me {that day} that made me regret not having a "significant other" in my life. I have so many people to love and to feel love from, and that in and of itself is a huge blessing. I am so excited for the spring! The fashion, the flowers, the feeling in the air, and......the RUGBY! It's Rugby season folks! Ooh! I'm excited!!!

Christmas Kindness

2010-12-20T22:32:00.001-07:00

We always hear Christmas stories where small acts of kindness change people's lives...I always wonder if they are real and true...tonight I was convinced.....they exist. Today I had Laki....all day, I love him. We ran errands, and danced all day. As a result there was no showering involved for me and, make up wasn't even an option....but I didn't mind...I had pork chop (the name *I* made up for Laki....I have to let the world know I made it up b/c my mom and Jamie might try to take credit for it...and we all know they MIGHT not be as creative as I am when it comes to clever nicknames). The ONLY thing that sounded good to me was a panini and a bowl of soup.....zupas. As I was standing in line the lady if front of me was starring (hard) at me I was almost uncomfortable (but I really don't care if people can't stop looking at me, that's usually a good thing).
Lady: You look so familiar.
Me: Really?
Lady: Yes, you are so beautiful
Me: *bashful yet surprised* oh.....thank you
Lady: Are you someone famous?
**I almost said yes.....just for kicks**
Me: *laughing.....loudly* ummmm *deciding whether or not to "improve" the truth* No I'm not.
Lady: Are you sure?
Me: Uh.....yes I'm sure.
This may not mean a thing to anyone else....but to me....it made my day, it was the small act that made my Christmas merry. So...Merry Christmas lady in the zupas line....Merry Christmas.

**disclaimer** I realize this was not "Mr. Kruger's Christmas" worthy or even compares to "Secret Santa" however, it is def Jenilyn Su'a merry making worthy.

Well....

2010-12-14T15:45:00.000-07:00

I can't thank the Asians enough for Wasabi, or the Mexicans for cilantro.....2 things I can't/won't live without....and don't even get me started on the India-ans and their buttered chicken curry. I recently diagnosed myself with a severe addiction to nail polish. Is it something in the air? Rehab is out of the question. Is it just a phase? Who knows. I feel like we need more snow. There's just not enough snow. How can I listen to Christmas music without a blustery blizzard blowing through? I completely underestimated the power of rice crispy treats. I don't think I have ever actually MADE them until this season....it was totally necessary. I have been to Bath & Body Works at least 6 times since Thanksgiving, you can bet your bottom dollar that if you were down and out and didn't have soap or lotion....I could and would donate to your cause....I'd have you smelling like the holidays in no time. I have a mouse problem. I thought I killed it by putting some decon out for it to eat....not so....he's a live and well.....I cannot bring myself to set out a trap....that seems very inhumane. Maybe it'll just be my "pet" in a weird.....rodent...way. I need a name for him....it's gotta be a "him" b/c he's really shy and never comes up to me to ask me for my number....I'm convinced it's a male mouse. Suggestions?

Sara Bareilles Concert

2010-11-18T20:02:00.000-07:00

Do you ever have "one of those nights" that you just don't ever want to end? Last night was THAT night for me. Sara Bareilles is nothing less than amazing. I had been looking forward to her concert since August. I'm a new convert Bareillesism but it didn't take much convincing. Her music spoke to me. Not only do I think she is one of the most poetic songwriters of her time but her melodies are so enjoyable. *whispering* don't tell anyone but she replaced Mariah Carey on my list of fav singers...Mariah is comfortably seated in the #2 spot. Sara was on point last night, not ONE bad note. She hit notes I didn't even know existed. Not only is she a talented singer/songwriter but she is FUH-KNEE! Lucky lucky me. Thanks Sara for being alive...and for writing songs and then singing them in front of a lot of people...you're the bestest.

Peace Out Girl Scout!

2010-11-15T20:32:00.000-07:00

While I am grateful to have had 2 jobs (for a limited time only) there are a few things I will not miss.

Morning traffic. Although I thoroughly enjoy Frankie, DB, and Jessica in the morning, I just don't feel it necessary to fight the morning commute just to indulge myself with the Morning Zoo.

Lack of sleep. For some reason when I have 2 jobs my social life will BOOM....."activities" will come up that will make is absolutely necessary for me to stay up til 3 in the am all the while KNOWING I have a 6am alarm to look forward to....just watch...come Monday my social life will be non-existent (along w/my 2nd job). Alanis Morissette was not lying when she said "isn't it Ironic."

Stress. Love the money...hate the stress. I mean, I have a life.....I have errands to run....I have people to see....but everything and (almost) everyone closes at 5pm which leaves my window of opportunity shut tight....thanks America for making everyone think this is an appropriate time to go home and spend time with their families.......what about ME where do *I* fit in? I'm joking. If I was serious that would be way selfish and November is the month of giving.....or is it the month of thanks....giving....I get confused.....oh well.

Well folks....it's been a fun couple months....and when I say fun I mean I never wanna do it again. You know what I'm really looking forward to? The Sara Bareilles concert this Wednesday.....oh yeah....a mid-week concert? It's the exact right timing for a concert...not! But, it's Sara Bareilles.....sacrifice brings forth blessings and I cannot wait to be blessed!

Bad day/Good night

2010-10-25T18:55:00.000-07:00

Every now and then I catch a pernicious case of the Mondays and it takes all my brute force to maintain composure and poise to gracefully get through the day.
1:30am wake up to a tornado or what sounded like a tornado (I got gipped of an hour and a half of sleep)
7am-snow and a deadly road to work
8-5pm-just one of "those" days....don't ask
6pm-brilliant idea. The first snow of the season simply must include flannels. I realize the color scheme is off...I'll fix it later...comforters and sheets should always matchor at least coordinate. Best.part.of.my.day. Can't wait to take this lil number for a drive around the block....metaphorically speaking. How can you possibly say no to this enticing ditty.
Break(it)down:
pillow top.flannel.waterpillow.warm.me.sleeping aid.hot shower.new pj's.fuzzy socks.early night.no interruptions.
Bliss.

You're not supposed to say that

2010-09-24T13:55:00.000-07:00

Propriety. Is that too much to ask? I love being around {most} people. I'm a people watcher. I love talking to people, however, if I hear ONE more person tell me how tired I look I might go ape shiz {apologies for use of such a crass word} on someone. Question: When was it ever a compliment to tell someone they looked tired? Do YOU like being told you look tired? Well I didn't think so. It just so happens that I am fully employed twice over. My hours of "operation" exceed well over 90hrs per week....not to mention "damage control" for 14 hormonal teens {who I love dearly.....speaking of...I feel like I've skipped the fun part of parenting beginning with infancy, the terrible 2's etc and have gone straight for the devils backbone we know as the teen years...ahhh bliss}, on a rare occasion I will bank at least 6 hours of sleep {lucky me}.....no I'm not complaining {I did this to myself} just informing my cherished followers and random readers of this blog that if, in case, we cross paths within the next 2 months....please go easy on me....you will not be over looked in my prayers that evening :)

Finito...Donezo...Outroz

2010-08-29T21:58:00.000-07:00

Elgh! Do you ever just get so sick of Utah (or America) you just want to fly away to an exotic island and set up camp? Stop right there. Be careful what you wish for. Think about it...think about it.....let it register.....did you ever think that on an exotic island there is no such thing as a warm, flip flop free shower with water pressure? How about the food....did you think about the fact that there WILL NOT be 3 Olive Garden Restaurants within a 5-10 miles radius? How about food in general? Did you factor in the level of humidity and the extremely hot temperature that exists on an exotic island? I am positive that you didn't even think of the language barrier, did you? What about the bugs? Think about YOUR very own bed/home/bathroom/kitchen......it WON'T be on that amazing exotic island. Just something to think about.
I frequently wish/pray/cross my fingers (etc) to live on an island and partake of the "good life." Guess what? The solution is NOT the alluring island. It is an unbelievable quick fix though.

I'm a Survivor.

2010-07-17T19:17:00.001-07:00

The depths of despair seemed like a weekend special at the Holiday Inn compared to what I just endured. Oh yes folks..."endured" seems like the exact right word to use. Backpacking is and never will be my forte. In fact, I think it's safe to say that "backpacking" will not be on my brain for a few....no....several eons.
I love my job. Really, I do. WRA gave me an all expense paid trip to the majestic moutains we know as the Uintas, complete with 11 teenage girls (in my group alone) and all the diversions thereof. 36 miles later, I am back in town camouflaged by mosquitos bites (I have mozzie bites in the most unmentionable places) scratches, and bruises. What did I learn?
*I have a serious dependancy on lotion and garbage cans
*I sleep well enough atop the inflexible earth that I can hike 10 miles in a day, keep 11 teenage girls in check, make my own meals, carry a 40lb backpack uphills (plural), maintain an outstanding attitude, mend wounds (both physical and emotional), read a map, and purify my own water.
*The addiction to my phone has little to no side effects...no withdrawals were experienced...When I needed to take digital notes I couldn't....so whatever needed to be written down was simply forgotten. Ps...I was gone for 2 weeks and I had 18 missed calls...and 281 (complete truth) txt msgs....I believe OTHER ppls addictions (to their phones) are greater than mine.
*Hiking, rappelling, horseback riding, and tubing down the river in the same day will award you the best night's sleep of your life.
*Dirt is inevitable... I dealt with it.
*Bobcats are not as dangerous as we think....neither are bears
*The wilderness is really not that bad.
*I am not a Princess....I did things in the wilderness that a "Princess" would never do.

When it comes right down to it, this trip was completely, totally, and utterly out of my comfort zone BUT it was the most fulfilling, satisfying, boundary breaking, a-ha moment making, confidence building, memory making, relationship building, experience that left me in quite a state. I am thrilled that I did it....I can certainly do anything now can't I (that is a statement not a question).

Quit playin games with my heart

2010-06-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

Real talk? I do not care that I am in my 20's and have a crush, nay, infatuation with Nick Carter of the Backstreet Boys. I was getting irritated with the building anticipation. It was hot. People watching was getting annoying--side note: people do NOT know how to dress for their body type. The first thought that popped into my mind when the lights went out was "ok let's get this over with," I have no idea why I wasn't pumped. The very SECOND AJ, Brian, Howie, and Nick came into view I was 17 again....you guys SEVENTEEN! No shame....none. I have not listened to their music since 2001-ish...when they left the scene...incidentally, I knew EVERY word to EVERY song...funny how that works. The memories came flooding back...it was all very nostalgic in a way. I was mezmerized....smitten if you will. I've always, always been an *NSYNC girl, but tonight it was all about BSB. Never mind the fact that Nick still can't dance (nobody's perfect), AJ is a little bit "chunky monkey," Brian is married and has a kiddo, and Howie is....well...Howie...never did pay much attention to the dude. There's is no other group of girls I'd rather share this concert with than my Combs sisters....we go way back. Legs sore (from jumping up and down...don't judge)...no voice....sore throat....dehydrated...Best. Night. Ever.....so far.

Schoolio

2010-06-13T22:29:00.000-07:00

Guess what? This degree-less girl isn't so degree-less. Turns out I have an Associates Degree. Do you know what that means? It means that now when I tell people I have a degree it will be 100% legit. Most of you are like...who cares? My sentiments exactly. It's a piece of paper, but my dad is dead set on me getting a degree so, I do what is takes to keep 'em happy. No skin off my back. I only have a handful of credits til I get a BA so I thought "what the heck" I'll take summer classes. 1st day of school was last week. One word: oddish? I've only ever known BYU schools....SLCC is a far cry from BYU. I thought I would attend school, and charm them with my easy going awesomeness...not so....that plan has been done {although taken in a completely opposite direction from my own road map on "How to be cool and influence people"} oh well...I'll just be my easy breezy self, it'll happen, no doubt, NO doubt. SLCC is a bit of a step down for me {nose in the air}...it's like high school all over again {loved high school}, BUT my credits are being transferred to BYU so don't worry I WILL have that coveted piece of paper with a BYU stamp on it...what a relief. Please bless I'll be voted "Most Popular" or "Homecoming Queen" this year {fingers strenuously crossed}...false, I do not give 2 hoots in hades about that stuff....but my classmates do so I'll play along....

Doom and Gloom

2010-06-06T22:03:00.000-07:00

Life has given me lemons and I've made frickin pineapple juice....seriously enough with the optimism right? Well not really, but it makes me feel better if I say it. I pride myself on being optimistic....but I don't think it comes out as optimism. Bummer. I'm feelin like I need a "right-place-at-the-right-time" moment, but I have a hunch I won't get one. Figures. I blame China. *big sigh* Well...I guess I'm gonna have to make my own batch of homemade cheerfulness (if I could put it in a package and sell it I'd be rich b/c I've mastered THIS art) this week. I'm in the mood for a little foolishness, a little nonsense if you will. Please pass any along if you feel prompted. Oh, and if I get ONE MORE wedding invite I might just.....well never you mind{I being completely facetious}. Guess WHO is goin to the Backstreet Boys concert at the end of this month? If you guessed me-you win. I am. Don't judge. Yes they are a poor man's *Nsync, and yes they've had their time in the sun but you know what....I'm excited....hot summer night+bsb+the combs girl posse = a night to remember. Don't hate. I am pleased as punch folks. It's just that sort of thing.

All my Mamas

2010-05-24T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hold up! Hold up! You thought I only had ONE mom? No sir. I have special circumstances. Special cases (yours truly) require special attention. In the plotting and scheming of things I think the Almighty knew that my mom would need extra help with me as I am particularly of a dramatic nature...well...I was.
I have so many women that have played such an amazing roll in my life but the ones who have always been there and who have picked up the pieces time and time again are the women that I like to consider the "A Team" b/c there is not "A" single time/situation/circumstance/trial they haven't been able to pick me up and send me on my way with a smile on my face. Whether it's a batch of Shanna's famous chocolate chip cookies, a sleepover/study session at ML's, a trip down memory lane with Gram, or a shoulder to cry on at home.....or (and may we never......NEVER forget) whether it's a GOOD (hearty) laugh at the "Campbell Way." Oprah was a genius when she said "Biology is the least of makes someone a mother." I have been (to say the least) blessed with at least 4 mothers in my life who have picked me up out of the depths of despair, who I have traveled to the ends of the earth with....well, Europe does seem like the end of the earth when you're a teenager....who have stood by me thru my {VERY} awkward stages, lime lights, triumphs, failures, more failures, good, bad and super ugly times....b/c (as they say) that's just what family does. Somebody really knew what he was doing. I know that all of us have amazing mother figures in our lives...I just think they go over looked every once in a while and we need to give them their props more often.
Dear Gram, Mom, ML, & Shan,
What can I say that hasn't already been said and that isn't cliche and annoying? All I can say is, that as I look back on my existence there isn't a memory that doesn't involve you or your influence. I've stumbled and fallen, but have been picked up, dusted off and set straight all by you. We've laughed and cried and yelled and laughed and traveled and I've had the time of my life and I feel like I have it made in the shade....I love you all so much.
Jen

Humble-i-zation

2010-04-26T22:23:00.000-07:00

It was the 11th hour on Saturday night (literally) when I realized I would repeat another 15 hour work day in about T minus 2 mins...or so it seemed. I traded shifts with a beloved co-worker (I seriously love her to death) and I came to the conclusion that 15 hours of teenage girls on a Sunday would be the absolute death of me....or my sanity. Sunday is supposed to be about relaxation, spiritual worship, family, good food...all of which I would not be a part of....don't get too disappointed folks, much to my surprise, I had one of the most spiritual Sundays in my young single adult life. 5 words..."Music and the Spoken Word." I always made fun of my dad for watching it EVERY Sunday *ugh not that again*.....*geez dad I didn't know it was a General Conf marathon*...you know, cheeky stuff like that. I stand corrected. As I entered the warm room we call the Tabernacle, I immediately thought of 2 things...sleep....and how I was NOT going to fall asleep. Have you ever sat in the Tabernacle? Whoever designed those seats KNEW how we work....there's no falling asleep while sitting in those pews. Just then, my heart stopped. I caught a glimpse of Dallin H. Oaks. I was fixated. I made it my personal mission to notify all those around me. I attempted to do it in the most quietly dignified way I knew how but I'm not a very quietly dignified individual. It was time to begin. They started to introduce special groups and individuals in the audience. Dallin H. Oaks was one of the first. They introduced a group of Veterans who enlisted at and early age {they happened to be sitting in the row right in front of me} I was touched....as the stood up some of them had their badges..some had canes...some were wearing fatigues. It was a warming feeling. We {West Ridge Academy} were next to be introduced {a nice surprise....I always love being introduced....side note...I think..no..I'm positive...I'm the only one that waved to the audience} it was after our introduction that the MC stated "the girls of West Ridge might be a little excited about our next guest to be introduced as he is sitting near by....David Archuletta." Hold up HOLD UP! Dallin H. Oaks AND David Archuletta? {Pres. Oaks was sitting 5 rows in front of me...David only 3...we were close}......I mean, I didn't even vote for the kid but in that very moment I became 15 again...and was an instant super fan! And just when I thought it couldn't get any better...enter....President Thomas S. Monson. My heart dropped. I felt like the most fortunate girl in the whole world. As if my heart wasn't overflowing with spiritual-ness....Motab was so inspiring. I have to relate to you folks...when it comes to spiritual stuff I'm kind of a brat {not always}. There was an orchestra that was accompanying the choir. Is it just me or does music have the most moving abilities. My heart was in my throat the entire time. It was only during their rendition of "The Sound of Music" that my water works kicked in {trust me...I had NO control over it....who wants to cry in front of a posse of teenage girls...certainly not me} The words, the orchestra, the beauty of everything combined and in that moment I was overcome with the spirit....that's the only way I know how to put it. I haven't felt that way in a very.....very long time. Some of you might be thinking how laaaame this post is, but I have to tell you.....I've never been so grateful to work on Sunday. You know, in all HIS omnipotence, and majesty it's little things such as these that persuade me to believe that he knows us...and he knows what we need and when we need it...and that even though we may think we have slipped through the cracks and our existence is unknown....he gives us little moments of humility that let us know he's still there, and that he still knows us. And that's all I have to say about that...if that makes me lame so be it....I'm a lame-oh.....a lame-oh who is oh-so-grateful for THIS specific act of humble-i-zation.

Those who can't do..teach. Those who can't teach...teach GYM

2010-03-22T18:19:00.000-07:00

Summertime is right around the corner, and I mean that in a literal sense. I KNOW that one of these days I will open my door, walk out of my apartment and around the corner and IT will hit me like the ton of sunshine that I have desperately craved for the past 8 to 9 months. With that in mind, I will HAVE TO dress for the occasion. Hoodies and sweat pants will not accommodate my zealousness to stay cool (literally hahaha). I've been going to the gym. Don't let's fall off our chairs now. Those of you who attend the gym regularly are seriously my hero (mom). Ummm.....it's kinda hard....especially for those like me who enjoy the comfort of a cushioned seat and a dark theater, pop corn and jalepenos in hand, or the comforts of plastic booths that only the likes of trendy restaurant chains can give, or even the simple pleasures of ones own bed...I am a sucker for just about any excuse of not going to the gym. However, I thoroughly enjoy the alleviation and contentment I feel after I get my cardio in for the day. With this in mind I would like to send out my positive and/or non-positive vibes to the gym-goers of the 2000's. But Jenilyn, what do you mean by "vibes?" Ok ok....how do I say this without being....rude? I'll just disclaim this next bit with "no offense but...." (don't you love how people say that, but what they say is still offensive)
No offense but.....when there are 5 treadmills to my right and 7 to my left, please....PLEASE do not occupy the one RIGHT next to me. Also, will you please (PLEASE) pop a piece of gum in your mouth if you're gonna run, walk, or do anything that requires breathing heavily next to me? Work out breath is relentless, and all that huffing and puffing does no good for the situation. I understand that sometimes we rush off to work in the morning and forget a few token gym items in the hussle out the door, but will you please try to remember to bring a work out towel. All that sweating is seriously NAST, and when you wipe it off with your hands then touch the equipment I get a little germ anxiety not to mention....the thought of YOUR sweat......and others....mounding up on the machines....elghhhhh....I'm gagging. Also, I am a very friendly person....I like to get to know people...but NOT when I'm working out. I'm in a zone there....and I'm out of breath....I don't have the resources to keep a convo going....sorry about it. Please don't stare (I'm not saying they're staring at me....I'm just saying "don't stare" it's not polite....I learned that like forever long ago). Oh! Guys....(I have never seen a girl do this that's why I say "guys") please, please don't spit in the drinking fountains. I will not write more on the matter for fear of "losing my lunch." These are just gentle reminders....no harm intended. I would never say any of these things in a mean voice....when you work out you create endorphins....endorphins make people happy....happy people don't just say mean things.
Just to lighten the mood....don't you just love love love when people keep checking themselves out in the mirror at the gym? Hahahahaha. I'm not talking about when they watch themselves in the mirror while they're lifting (to correct their form)...no no...that's just fine...it's the ones that keep walking around, turning to different angles, staring at themselves...fixing their outfit or hair etc. You KNOW that in their minds they are just ecstatic about how "good" they look. Ah! I just think it's hilarious! So anyway, I hope everyone is looking forward to picnic weather, flip flop season, pool side fun, gettin yo' tan on, fireworks (and I mean that in more than one way *winks*), late nights, outdoor fun, suh-suh-suh summertime!

I pledge allegiance....

2010-03-10T22:21:00.001-07:00

Am I unpatriotic b/c I did NOT watch (nor had the desire to watch) the Olympics? In the back of my mind there's a voice insinuating that I am not the proper American I should be b/c I lack the luster a "true" American would have while enjoying a nice evening at home kicking back and watching the ever impressive athletes wow us with their olympiadic abilities. Somehow pushing a stone/marble puck/ball/disc, whatever the heck you call it, over the ice while 2 people scrub the ice (for a purpose I don't really understand) is hardly thrilling. I mean, I just can't imagine anyone on the edge of their seat w/beads of sweat running down their forehead waiting for the results of that specific event. Come to think of it, I can't imagine anyone even watching that event, unless a family member was competing, and even then they watch out of sheer obligation...not b/c they yearn for the elation that "sport" can provide.
Did you know that Figure Skating has different categories....there's couples skating...figure skating....and figure "dancing" meaning...no jumps, no stunts just dancing...on...the ice....ummm that's weird...b/c that's what I do EVERY single time I go ice skating...the fact that it's an Olympic event is confusing, maybe I should try out next time. I don't know if they'd be able to handle my ice dancing skills....they're pretty elite. Did you guys see the event where they cross country ski and then randomly shoot at targets? Who the H came up with THAT event? I just don't get it. Don't get me wrong, I love the (cool) events like Snowboarding....Bobsledding (Cool Runnings did me in), Speed skating, figure skating (not figure dancing), anything w/cool stunts is right up my alley. All the boring events can just sit on the back burner if you catch my drift. Thanks.

Just sayin....

2010-02-26T20:34:00.000-07:00

DISCLAIMER: I totally made my donation to the Haitian/Save Haiti fund and this is not a knock on the crisis at hand but rather the "wolves in sheeps clothing." I know that a lot of us are so sick of hearing about Haiti and all the vent-sessions going on but you guys....but I just saw this video and the second I saw this video I could not hold it in! In the beginning there were a few tugs at the ol' heartstrings...The shots of Haiti are truly heartbreaking. Enter: the Sugarland singer...immediately ruined the "We Are The World" experience for me....her facial expressions are...for lack of a better word...annoying. However, a quick save was made by none other than the illusive Josh Groban who (I've heard) moonlights as Prince Charming. WARNING: I'm probably not going to be sympathetic to the rest of the ARTISTS (I will to a few...but the majority...no). The video wouldn't be complete without "the greats" Tony Bennett and Babs lend a hand or rather vocal cords in an attempt for some nostalgic flavor....here is where we start to crack down. The split screen of Michael and Janet....no offense (but this will be offensive to some)...ghetto.....you can't really tell if Janet is singing or if she's lip syncing....the reason being: they share the same voice! Killer. Ps Babs. thanks for throwing in a lil' "pop" in the bits....way to stay true to your sound. Speaking of "Pop"...enter: Miley Cyrus...now, don't hate me for this comment but I thought she nailed her snip-it...that's my girl Hannah! Do yo' thang!!! Oh no, don't get too comfortable with the edge b/c immediately following Miley is our latest buzz kill Enrique Eglesis...honey, we were done w/you after your last hit "Hero"....you couldn't let us have THAT be our last memory of you...you had to sign on to THIS project...didn't you? Closely following Enrique...a favorite of mine..Jamie Foxx...thank you for doing this project.....if we need anyone to "blame" for it's disappointing solos...we know who to go to. Question: is it wrong that I can't tell the difference btwn Will.I.Am and Wyclef John? B/c I seriously can't....and I'm really good with pop culture. The next few artists nail their bits on the heads...kudos to Adam Levigne, Pink, some random black guy who sounds familiar but have no idea who he is, Michael, Usher (very nice)...and the Queen of Pop herself Celine! Flawless performance...set the bar, and set it HIGH. I particularly enjoyed the conducting stylings of Lionel Richie while Celine is so easily doing what she was born to do....execute her "solo" w/flying colors....and then we see Fergie (whose name is really Stacie Ferguson..."Fergie" is a self-proclamation...she is NOT of royal descent..just in case you didn't know)....and Fergie...well...Fergie just botches it up, don't really know why she's there...speaking of "why is he/she there" did anyone notice (at minute 4:51) that Jeff Bridges and Vince freakin Vaughn are in the "choir?" Um....did I miss that 15 min where they had released an album with their vocal stylings (solo and/or backup)? Not far behind we have my favorite part....Lil Wayne, who is backed-up (heavily) with synthesized technology (that's real big these days). Snaps to Mary Mary holdin it down for the "Gospel" community. To the most comical part of the performance, I realize that it is 2010 and music has changed drastically since 1980 something when the song was first recorded, but did we have to ruin it by adding the breakdown of rap? What was once a classic is now a farce. I am fully amendable to "improving" things....but I resort to the old saying "if it's not broken don't fix it" and so it goes w/this song. I am completely impressed with this project as a whole, and I am certainly touched with the unity involved. I just have a hard time getting around the egos that went into this project "for the right reasons" b/c I'm pretty sure I saw million dollar dresses on a few red carpets AFTER this song was recorded.....I wonder what Haiti could've used THAT money on....weird. Whew! What a great vid right guys? Those are just thoughts....my thoughts....again, I'm NOT hating on Haiti....just the video...and some of the artists.

Common...or Competition?

2010-02-03T17:10:00.000-07:00

It's hard enough to go through life TRYING to figure out exactly what you're good at....what your talents are and WHY you're here. This makes it even more annoying when you glance at someone and KNOW immediately what they're good at and why they are alive. For example: Lisa Leslie. One look at the girl and it is as obvious as the day is light that she is supposed to be the Queen of the WNBA. No doubt about it. She was built to play basketball...not only play basketball but dominate the court as soon as she sets foot on the hardwood, pavement what have you. She exudes basketball player. Megan Fox. She could be nothing less than a movie star. Um....no offense but if she was taking my order at Burger King....or ringing me up at the grocery store, or even answering my call as a TMobile Rep....I could not/would not take her seriously. She was born to light up the Technicolor dream screen. I'm not saying I'm a fan but I'm not going to question the obvious. Lady Gaga. I have not one ounce of hesitation in my body when I say that she was born to be a big weirdo creep. She's a creeper. She oozes psycho grody-ness. Some people say that she her weirdness is "originality" and that it's "impressive." To them I make this point: you can also be impressed by a 3-legged dog, but that doesn't mean you're gonna go looking for one to call your own. My point is....you look at ANY of these people and immediately you know their calling in life. You know just by the looks of things that, THAT is what they are supposed to be. But.......what about me? What about us normal folk....the conventional hob-nobbers who live the everyday rustics of mediocrity? How do we find our calling in life? *sigh* Maybe it's just that I'm good at everything? No....that can't be it. Or can it? Maybe, it's that we need a million of us average joes around so that when the ab-normal (I know this is one word but I separated it for effect) people arrive....we look bad....or do we look better? Am I a deep thinker or what? Maybe THAT'S what I'm meant to be (a deep thinker)?! Oh no. Do I look the part?

No thank you....

2010-01-22T20:45:00.000-07:00

I don't want to be a traitor to my generation and all but I just don't get what is going through our minds these days. Have we forgotten what our parents so insistently and redundantly taught us? How is it that we have consigned ourselves to oblivion in minding our P's and Q's? What happened to the customary "please and thank yous?" When did it suddenly become acceptable to have a conversation (on a cell phone) in a public restroom? When was it EVER admissible to "talk back" to any adult? When did chivalry die? When did we begin to let profanity slide into our everyday convos? When did we stop listening to the responses of the questions we asked? I find it difficult to find sincerity in ones "Oh my goodness how have you been?" As they so eagerly read/answer a recently received text message (which as we all know can wait....it will STILL be there once you listen the answer you asked for) in the middle of your heart felt response. When was it ever ok to have a conversation with someone on the phone while you are sitting at the dinner table, let alone text? When did we stop listening to the live conversations that are happening in our midst and, instead, devote our undivided attention to electronic devices? Please do not mistake my questions for hostility against cell phones or rude people...I'm just wondering when it all became socially copacetic. Maybe I'm just jumpin' and thumpin' to the tune of my own melody, but I wish manners were still in style. Maybe I'm spitting nonsense with my ideals to live in a world with manners, classy conduct, and polite behavior. What was I thinking?

Knock your socks off

2010-01-13T16:56:00.000-07:00

Every once in a while you find something that is so brilliant, so hilarious, so creative that you can't help but spread the good word. I am def not a "shouter-outer" by any means, but I simply cannot contain myself. Here are 2 blogs that will not disappoint.
http://www.correspondencefromj.blogspot.com/
http://www.myotherblogisyourmom.blogspot.com/
Correnspondence from J is my sister...and I seriously do NOT mean to brag about her but she is nothing less than the bees knees! She cracks me up to the high heavens.
My other blog is your mom is a blog that I heard about from my broseph Manti...he kept telling me about it but I never listened...boy was I missing out....this blog is the cats pajamas (somewhat similar to the bees knees but not quite as sarcastic). Everyone needs a little break in the day to giggle, laugh, or just crack up....try one of these babies on for size....let me know if you agree or if I'm up in the night.

I-N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T do you know what that means?

2010-01-12T22:50:00.000-07:00

You know when you have absolutely NO time to blog but the idea of blogging stays in your mind for...ever? That's exactly how I've been feeling. I've missed jotting my thoughts down and sending them into the abyss of nothingness & chaos we know as cyberspace. Well I'm back in the game for now.....without ever really leaving the game. I am officially "independent"...are you proud? I left my home sweet home and moved into my own apt. It's cozy. It's my own little getaway. I thoroughly enjoy it. I don't have roommates but I have plenty of neighbors. My closet fits (almost) all my clothes and shoes (a small miracle). My kitchen is adorable. My bedroom is/will be my own home away from home. Everything is in its place and I feel good. I can think clearly now. What do I love most about living on my own?
1. Soul possession of the remote control (that's very important)
2. Listening to whatever music I want
3. Decorating/Arranging things the way I see fit
4. I can't hear anyone breathing at night
5. The blissful feeling that only the word "Independent" can bring
What do I dislike most about living on my own?
1. I have no one to answer to (Mom & Dad) who would've thought I'd miss that
2. The random giveaways to the tune of that almighty dollar that Dad would so obligingly bestow on his hija favorita (me)
3. No Jamie....or her "funk" system *sad face*
4. I no longer do the family grocery shopping (a favorite pass time of mine...very fulfilling). I am pennywise pound foolish when it comes to grocery shopping for one...it's a lonely ride.
Regardless of the ups and downs, this is a new chapter...a new start, and I love it.

Manti Matthew

2009-12-30T23:43:00.000-07:00

I feel sorry for people who don't have a broseph like I do...well....2 bros like I do...but this blog in particular goes out to the one and only Manti Matthew Su'a. If you already haven't read my sister's (Jamie Su'a) blog http://www.correspondencefromj.blogspot.com/ then let me break it down (in my own way)....
25. He couldn't say his "R's" until we was 12? 11?
24. He stuttered....correction: stutters (which makes him human....otherwise we would question the mere actuality of his mortality)
23. He has a kind heart. The purest heart I've ever known.
22. When we very first moved into the house which we currently reside (eventhough the yard is smaller than the previous houses we've occupied) Mikey and Manti found little ways to make it an adventure and makes things fun...they're just like that...it's what they do. I.e. they would string yarn from their windows (not more then 5 ft from each other) and pass notes to each other thru the windows....they would hide notes under the loose tiles on their window sills.
21. When Manti is caught off guard and is in a heated situation he is VERY quick on his feet....not good...but quick. When we were little we all shared a room, when it was bedtime rather than go to sleep (which is what was instructed to us) we would "come alive!" We would "spy" on people....in our house....one night Manti got caught. Without skipping a beat his excuse/defense for NOT being in bed was "but but but but mom....I needed to tell you something REALLY important.....I....I....I....I love you" it's one of those you-had-to-be-there-moments....but it was a classic moment...one that none of us will ever forget.
20. He is majoring in Biology, or Genetics, or Chemistry or something like that...one of those things that's hard to spell let alone major in....all I have to say is...glad it's not me.
19. Manti is pretty much ALWAYS in a good mood...which you would think might get a little sickening but it is the complete opposite....I love it...I love that whenever Jamie or I are in a bad mood, if he is around we all of a sudden are happy. Not a lot of people have that effect on others...Manti, does.
18. He is a great athlete...rugby, football, basketball..and even swimming....who knew?
17. His "I-know-this-is-so-stupid-but-I-can't-help-but-laugh" laugh....I WISH I had a video of this particular style of laughing....it is priceless.
16. Every time I saw a scary movie (which I no longer do) I could NOT sleep at night b/c of the fear I left the movie theater with...so I would make Manti sleep on my floor...sometimes for several nights at a time....and he did it....and he NEVER complained. Thanks Man.
15. When he was younger Manti and Mikey had a paper route.....our lives revolved around that paper route....our van caught on fire while delivering "papes" (as mom called them...still does)....social events were postponed b/c of the 4:30pm deadline that the papes had to be out....the stupid orange bags we had to put them in if it was raining....and the nasty ink from the papes that literally stained our carpet...booooo.
14. The fact that EVERY animal on this earth loves him...and not me.
13. He's a really good snowboarder....or so I've heard.
12. His sense of humor is top of the line.
11. Little known fact: He can hit the high notes in "Phantom of the Opera"
10. The fact that whenever he comes home he ALWAYS ALWAYS leaves with a souvenir from MY room!
9. He loves EVERYONE....how the heck does he do it?
8. He will let me choose whatever movie I want to see...even if it's "Twilight" and never gives me guff....
7. He has the "finest" on a budget (Manti, don't act like you DON'T know what I'm talking about...car..phone...clothes....I could go on but I'm sure you don't want ALLLLL your business on my blog)
6. He is completely level headed....he got that from mom
5. His attempt to speak Samoan. "They're talking about being in class. Huh? They said vasega...and that means class! Dad! Manti is eavesdropping on your conversation! Yeah...I heard you say you were in class...VAsega! No....we were talking about PEsega." He was SO sure of himself.....I just love that about him.
4. His innate appreciation for hip-hop music...who would've thunk?
3. In 9th grade he ran for 9th grade President and the way he won was thru his speech which consisted of your basic "rally speech" of "Ducks fly together"......rallying the 9th class in a harmonious chant of "quack....quack.....QUACK...QUACk..QUACK QUACK...you get the jist...
2. Girls have gone out of their way to make me their friend SPECIFICALLY to get to Manti...lame-oh! I always saw right thru it....they never got to Manti.
1. Eventhough he is a super star (in my eyes...and Jamie's....and Mom's) he is the most humble person I know. It's true.....I admire and love him so much, I seriously lucked out when they were handing out brothers. Thank you divine forces for placing us in the same familial (is that even a word) dynamic. I love you Man, happy birthday from the bottom of my heart (sung to the tune of Feliz Navidad). You da you da best.

Spreading joy and cheer

2009-12-23T18:54:00.000-07:00

Naturally I waited til the last minute to do my xmas shopping...it's the only way to go right? Crowded parking lots, crowded stores, crying children, messy stores, the dreadful Christmas music re-makes (i.e.Taylor Swifts re-make of "Last Christmas") along with atrocious "holiday" elevator music playing in the store, the germs you are inhaling as people cough/sneeze/hack as they walk by you, but my absolute favorite.....xmas shopping EVIL! I knew I wasn't going to get around to xmas shopping until the last minute so, I prepared myself...mentally....emotionally...etc. I was filled with Christmas cheer as I pulled into a parking lot and was cut off twice, brake checked, sneered at while I patiently waited for the multitudes of pedestrians who felt so inclined to take their sweet time jaunting across the parking lot to their horrendously parked cars (no doubt in their minds THEY are the exception to the rule..."I can park like this....even if I take up 2 stalls...it's ok if I do it") all the while singing along with Karen Carpenter, maintaining my composure and holiday cheer. It was an even more joyous sight once I got INTO the store...oh what fun it is to nearly trip over children/toddlers/car seats in the middle of a walkway/door/isle only to be given crustys once you realize it was YOUR fault to let other people's children run around unattended....the joy doesn't stop there...the season just wouldn't be complete with out hearing mothers so lovingly reprimanding their children as if in the comfort of their own home, Ah! The resonance is priceless, the level of volume in their voice is undeniably an ice breaker for the strangers around them...the vexation and stratus of comfort it must give will def be the gift that keeps on giving. And the checkout lines, who could forget the checkout lines, their grandure, their complete delight. I thoroughly enjoy witnessing temper tantrums thrown by several of the patrons who, once they've reached the cashier realize, they can't get their own way (in one way or another..i.e. the pricing is wrong, the item they've searched for is unavailable...they can't get exactly what they need at that very given moment)...how they want it, when they want it....oh the frenzy they work up, and the words that come out of their mouths most definitely encourage dreams of sugar plum fairies, and candy land wishes. The hussle and bussle of the season is so affable, and charming. No wonder we all look forward to this time of year....everyone is at their utter best. The gift of giving has become something we all anticipate with a hint of electricity in our hearts. It's obviously NOT a routine we've gotten into...it's something we all do out of the goodness of our hearts, never because we are obligated to purchase a gift for the one person whose name we drew out of a hat (in order to eliminate the idea of gift giving to everyone you love) no, no, it is out of complete adoration for the season, and what it represents. Lucky for us the word "Christmas" still means something. It means that we get one more day off of work, we get to pig out and not feel guilty afterwards, we get to throw away pretty paper that we should recycle (go green), we have to/get to see all sides of our extended family, making appointments as to when it's convenient for US to swing by your house just so we can open the presents you got for us. It's still a day that we remember ourselves and what we got....whether or not we got that flat screen tv we wrote to Santa for 3 times....it's about competing with our neighbors as to...who has the most festive light display, never mind that our utility bill could put us in the poor house we MUST be the talk of the neighborhood. No wonder Christmas is our favorite time of year. *big sigh of satisfaction* Oh, Christmas what would we do without you?
***Disclaimer***
This Christmas has been the most humbling Christmas of my lifetime. The true meaning is priceless to me. All sarcasm aside. A Savior was born. A Savior to turn to when your year doesn't go as you anticipated or planned. A Savior who will comfort us when we stand in need. A protector, a guide, a confidant, a person who hears our prayers. A Savior whom we would all be lost without. I know this. Merry Christmas everyone.

Stronger than yesterday (not a Britney cover)

2009-12-14T17:31:00.001-07:00

I got off work a lil' early and instead of coming home and going STRAIGHT to the gym as planned, I'm eating random (somewhat healthy) food from the cupboards and fridge, and I'm watching Oprah. Let me explain. I consider myself VERY pop-culture savvy...in fact, whenever my family or my co-workers have a question about what's going on in the "the biz" they immediately resort to me as their main source of information (naturally). Oprah is a major pop-culture icon...I felt the need to "catch up." As I'm sitting here watching Oprah interview Whitney Houston (my 2nd favorite singer....**see below for a list of my favorite singers...in order)...I can't help but want to stick my finger THROUGH my eyeball and swirl it around in my brain rather than watch this. I'm so annoyed by this interview. Stop! Make it stop! Ok...just turned it off...*said in a whiney voice* "oh woe is me I did drugs, I have so much money...but just b/c I have money doesn't mean I have problems"....uh...thanks Whitney. What about those of us who DON'T have millions of dollars? We still have problems...and they're probably worse than your self-inflicted drug addiction. Guys...I just don't care that she has problems. Does anybody else care about Whitney's problems? Oh don't get me wrong...I feel empathy for her (b/c that's what we're supposed to do right?) but she has millions of hundos....she can work it out. Now, if she wanted to throw some benji's MY way...we would have a different story on our hands...as it is...I'm wrapped up in my own blogging world right now.
So....talk about the worst year ever....whoever said life wasn't easy had it right on the money. But guess what? I'm still standing! I know we all have stuff to go thru, but this year has been the hardest year of my life. I'm so glad I have an amazing family...with equally amazing parents. My sister was just what the Dr. ordered. I have to say how much my family means to me. And, maybe that is one of the reasons I've gone thru all I've gone thru...who knows. This blog is not to let you in on how bad things have been...it's to show you that I/you can do anything...get through anything that is placed on your plate. Don't get discouraged...get even! Get even with the unfortunate events that have happened in your life. Get out there....do it TO it. Conquer your trials...or they might conquer you. Maybe this blog is a little out of character for me, but I felt inclined to post it....I hope SOMEONE (even if it's just one person) will benefit from it...you're not alone...
So, any of you who have had an equally bad year or who have just had some rough patches here and there....and you're still in good spirits, still healthy, still standing....THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKIN ABOUT! I don't know why we go through what we go through (when I figure it out I'll post something on it) but I know that no matter what it is...we can do it....if the Lord brought you to it...he will bring you through it (I say that ALL the time in my head). So...to "Murphy's Law, Karma, Satan, my luck" I have TWO words for you...........................................................See you.....later. Hmph guess that's three words.
Here are some helpful "how-to's" if you're having a hard time:
There are 2 ways to get thru life...laughing or crying...I prefer laughing, crying gives me a headache.-Marjorie Hinckley
Exercise-Pam Su'a (that's her answer for EVERYTHING)
Punch the wall -common sense
Take a drive-McKenna Magalogo
Go for a walk-Noelle Mauri
Knit-Becci Combs
Make your own ornaments for your xmas tree, or develop your own fantastic table setting layout-Britney Bell Thompson
Eat! EAT ANYTHING YOU WANT!-Jenilyn...and my sister Jamie
Soak in a nice warm bath-Shanna Campbell
Do something for someone else...aka Service-Bar Dee Campbell
Give money to Jenilyn- Vatau Su'a
Watch a rugby game-Ashely Filimoeatu
Go to a Zumba class-Morena
Take some pictures-Stephanie Meyers (New last name..sorry steph forgot)
Make some mochi-Amanda Cushing
Hope some of these will help if you're going through a hard time...or really rough trials!
**Favorite Singers**
1. Mariah Carey (HER not her image)
2. Whitney Houston
3 Christina Aguilera
4. Chrisette Michelle
5. The girl from Glee (obviously she's one of my favorites...I know her name and everything)
FAV MALE SINGERS
1. Stevie Wonder
2. Brian McKnight
3. John Legend
4. Raheem DeVaughn
5. Luther Vandross
*Big sigh of relief* I feel so much better after this posting! Thanks for listening folks....remember: You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.

Let me catch my breath

2009-11-25T18:20:00.000-07:00

*Blogging frm my phone oooh wee* I used to have a shopping addiction. I am better now. Well...I thought I was better. It was the better part of 3 yrs. ago that I sat myself down, and had an intervention with: "me, myself and I," all three distinct personalities. "Me" is very frivolous, impetuous, and care free...a free spirit so to speak, while "Myself" has an attitude that can not only "rip you a new one" but can put the fear of God in you if you are doing something you shouldn't! "I" is very practical, logical, and intelligent (she holds us together). "We" intervened....had it out. The shopping was going to tear us apart....so...it ended (the shopping that is). I snapped my fingers and just like that...problem solved. Yet, here I stand at an undisclosed department store doing everything in my power to, not only catch my breath, but also maintain my composure as I gawk at the ever appealing, AWE-striking, butterflies-in-my-stomach-making, handbag section. I find it ironic that Jordin Sparks "One Step At A Time" is playing as I make my way through this predicament, and yet, as I listen to the (somewhat well written) words of this song I just can't help myself. I've mentally committed to the most extraordinary, most-amazing-color-of-purple-I-have-ever-seen, crocodile skin handbag.......my heart is torn between principle and pleasure.....virtue and vice......right and right-er...will power and supplication...and although buyers remorse may follow (highly doubtful...if you could see this handbag you would understand WHY no one could EVER feel guilty for purchasing such a work of art) I have to "give in" to that part of me that just CAN'T live without it. After all, EVERYONE (absolutely) NEEDS a purple crocodile skin handbag right? Don't bother asking how much this is costing me. I will never tell! You can torture me with ants and leave me to dry in the sun but I will still be true...I will never divulge that information. 1, 2, 3...DONE! Cha-ching....pay day for my closet! Oh no....oh no......WAIT!!!! There's one exactly like it only in....black! AAHHHHHH!!!! Panic.

Standing in line....

2009-11-20T03:25:00.000-07:00

So...let's see if this "blogging frm your phone" thing works. I'm standing in the concession line at Carmike Cinemas Jordan Landing and seriously this line goes on for eternity...never mind that there are 11 others just as long! *thought* how many ppl have actually read the Twilight books? I wish you guys could see how serious some girls have taken this premier...t-shirts, costumes, face painting oh my! Surprisingly enough I estimate that 43% of the people here are male...GROWN males...*head tilt* odd. I really hope that when Jacob Black morphes into a werewolf for the first time I don't faint from emotional overload..cross your fingers will ya? You know what I hate? People who cut in line. If my baby sister Jamie was with me I would...correction...WE would lay down the law...as it is I have no back up. Oh my gosh I just looked up from blogging (on my phone) and there is, no joke, a somewhat adolescent looking kid...of the male gender....covered in silver glitter...my guess is he is dressed up as Edward in the sunlight...he's walking around with his shirt UN-buttoned....so....big weirdo creep alert everyone....no appeal whatsoever...sorry Team Edward. *observation* teenage girls are kind of annoying minus the kind of ...I'm surrounded...justification: I can say that b/c I was once an annoying teenage girl. *random thought* A LOT of these ppl look familiar but I KNOW I have never seen them in my life...hmpf....pre-exsistence?
Oh my goodness I'm so glad I have a handle on my temper b/c there is a tweenie twi-hard that is bugging the bah-jeezies out of me and if I wasn't so patient I probably would have slapped her by now (not really...but I would be seriously contemplating it...IF I wasn't so patient)...there are a lot of Native Americans here I bet there on Team Jacob...they can have my Jacob leftovers...still in line...I've moved about 5 inches this whole time I've been blogging (from my phone...isn't that the coolest?)...seriously how long does it take to get a bag of popcorn and a drink? Ok New Moon let's get it poppin! Go Jacob....I love you!

Star Quality?

2009-11-09T15:42:00.001-07:00

What does it take to make an ordinary individual reach extra-ordinary heights of fame and "fortune?" I think I have it all figured out. No really you guys....I think I'm a genius (figuratively speaking). I saw the Michael Jackson movie the other day....don't worry I'm right up there with the next person- sick to death of hearing the whole "Michael Jackson is dead" drama. When the movie came out I have to admit I had little to no interest in seeing the movie. How I ended up in the theater I know not....peer pressure most likely, much to my surprise I was instantly drawn into this movie (what.the.heck?). While I was watching the movie it took every ounce of strength I had to stay seated in my chair....all I wanted to do was get up and DANCE...sooooo many thoughts were running through my mind....*wow, he's really dead...*why didn't I ever go to one of his concerts? *why didn't I appreciate his brilliance when he was alive? *the past/present FIVE genereations of my family (great grand-parents all the way up to my new nephew who was introduced to the lyrical stylings of MJ by none other than his most musically righteous Aunty Jenilyn) know Michael Jackson is, in one way or another, what other celebrity can claim that? *he's weird *he's freaking amazing *how is he so amazing? You guys....how is it that Michael is SO amazing? I mean...the musical abilities...the dancing capabilities blah blah blah.....but think about it....there are about a million and five people who are just as good musically and just as good physically (I mean they can dance just as good as he can)....BUT...what is it about him that is so..........enthralling....so mind boggling that once you set eyes/ears on a performance you are completely mezmorized by it? I have a few theories...well...maybe just one but a "few" sounds better...lyrically.
Let me break it down....who are like the biggest celebs right now? Britney, Angelina, Madonna....I could go on but these girls will help me prove my point. Take these girls for instance.....what's one of the first words that comes to your mind? For me it's plain and simple....WEIRD. I mean Britney is seriously off her rocker...Angelina used to wear blood around her neck and kiss her brother...and Madonna has that weird Trans-Atlantic accent from like the 30's or 40's (whenever they used it).....did you notice that I didn't need to include any of their last names? You totally knew who I was talking about right? How sweet would that be to have millions of people know you by your first name only? To be able to stand out THAT much that no last name is needed....whoa. So, am I saying that you have to be totally weird in order to be super-famouso? Technically, yes. Realistically, no. What I'm trying to say is that, in "This is it" there were 2 parts where I thought to myself..."Ok, who would think to put this in a concert...this is seriously odd." BUT if anyone can do it....it would be Michael Jackson...he is the exact right amount of weird that it works....which makes him completely untouchable in his fame status. Who wakes up in the morning and thinks to himself...."I'm only gonna wear ONE bedazzled baseball batting glove today not two.....Oooh you know what would be really awesome? If, mid-dance, I kicked one leg up and did a little scream then grab my pelvis...that'll catch on and it will be ONE of my signature dance moves that everyone will end up imitating in years and generations to come. Hmmmm....I need to get married....hmmm....what great musical Legends have daughters? Chyna Phillips is taken....McKenzie Phillips won't return my calls.....Rod Stewart has that blond daughter but she's not cute....Brooke Hogan is too young *mental note: remember to call her in 10 yrs*....what about Lisa-Marie Presley?!" Guys, you have to admit...he's made some really outlandish, & unconventional decisions...but they've totally worked. Who is more famous than Michael? Even now that he's dead...who can top him? I can't think of one person...if you can PLEASE enlighten me. So...here's my recipe for instant, interminal fame:
1 normal semi-good looking person
At least 1 (2 or 3 to guarantee a solid career) good songs
1 outrageous music video
2 or 3 scandals (add to taste)
Endless acts of sparatic absurdity
Occasional idiosyncratic decisions made while in the spotlight of the media *note: bizarre and erractic behavior must ALWAYS be caught on film (digital or motion)
Let simmer for several years.
Leave the public eye for a while (determine based on how hot it gets)
Do a "comeback" tour
Make an appearance on Oprah to tell "your side" of the story (Diane Sawyer works too)
Write a tell-all book....embelish!
Lather, Rinse, Repeat...as desired.
A little badda....a little bing....you're a star.....a SUPER-STAR!
Not hard to do folks.....so there it is....on a silver platter for all you aspiring "Super-stars."

Showtime!

2009-11-04T14:07:00.000-07:00

YOU GUYS! I cannot believe it's SHOWTIME!!! Next week "Cinderella" opens!!! Am I nervous? Pshhhhh pleeeeeease! No way....ok maybe a little....teensy....tiny bit. OR maybe a lot. Regardless, it's here, it's time, and I'm not gonna back down or out now....who wants to come???
The show is running Nov. 12th-14th (Thurs-Sat)
There are at least 2 or more shows on Friday & Sat. For showtimes go to http://www.drapertheatre.org/
*heads up* tickets are already starting to sell.....they are anticipating to sell out every show (fingers crossed). I hope to see some of you there! It will be a good show no doubt!
P.S. On Friday & Saturday if you dress up like a Prince or Princess you get 1/2 off the tickets! Corny? No way! I would totally do it for 1/2 off! Ha ha ha

Flying Solo

2009-11-02T16:14:00.000-07:00

Do you ever get in moods where you enjoy just being by yourself? Where you can spend hours if not days by yourself (with the exception of family)? Where you can sit in your room and veg, watch movies, work on your computer, listen to music/podcasts, tweet from your phone, facebook from your phone, eat junk, eat healthy, shop or not shop, clean, THINK about cleaning but not acutally do it? Am I a weirdo? Diane Von Furstenburg once said "The most important relationship you have, is the relationship you have with yourself, because no matter what happens you will always be with yourself." I thought about that quote for a really long time...maybe I overanalyzed a lil' bit, but the fact of the matter is....I like myself. I like my life. I'm so grateful for so many things (to name them all would not only bore you to tears, but it would probably make you really jealous of me...I'm totally kidding) that I find it difficult to be at war with the way things are at this very given point in my life. Granted, I don't have the perfect life...but who does besides Paris, J-Lo & Angelina right now?
For the majority of my life I have ALWAYS seen my mom reading, and growing up I never understood why she would READ in her spare time...especially when there were SO many other things to do..like watch tv...play outside....text...camp on the computer etc (I'm such an Orange/Yellow personality depending on which quiz you're talking about)....I remember conversating with her about her addiction to reading. She told me that she didn't always enjoy reading....it wasn't until she got so busy that she didn't have time for herself....reading became her "me" time. *confused look*
These past few months (almost a year and half) I've come to understand what she meant. We all need a little "me" time....not in a selfish way, but a way to harness our "chi", get in touch with our minds,making sure that our hearts and minds our communicating, taking time to detox and acknowledging what we, not only, have going for ourselves but the things we have been abundantly blessed with. My point? I'm happy. I have my "off" days. Surprise! I'm human! I feel like I'm finally starting to come into my own.....& that's a good feeling.

Let the record show...

2009-10-14T15:21:00.000-07:00

Let the record show that on this day 59 years ago, Vatau Siaki Su'a (Rocky) was born. Where do you even begin with this one? Everyone (almost everyone) thinks their dad is the GREATEST, and I suppose in one way or another we can completely justify WHY are dad is the best...here are my justifications (disclaimer: my intnent is not to convert anyone into believing my dad is the world's greatest...but if it happens...just go with it, you will be blessed).
25. Dad grew up in a semi-third world country, and against all odds has made a home and a life for himself & his family.
24. He has mastered 2 instruments: a. the ukulele b. his voice (side note: he has recently developed a taste for the piano and is working on mastering that talent as well). Growing up we all have memories of dad sitting out on the porch in the late afternoon (dusk time) with his ukulele and serenading the neighborhood. Whenever we had luau's, parties, get togethers etc etc Dad was always the entertainment. Wonderful wonderful memories.
23. He is the comedic relief in the family. Dad has always been a comedian. He's done plenty of shows and MC'd plenty of events/activites/programs etc, and somehow he always manages to bring the house down. Jamie, and Mikey have certainly inherited their comedic side from dad. Needless to say...laughter is always a huge part of our household.
22. His accent....which is fading fast....since English is his 2nd language there were times where conjugations were incorrect...words were mispoken...and our jokes were at HIS expense. It was at an early age that we noticed dad wouldn't say things correctly and they quickly became family jokes...here are some examples (I love you dad)
a. CUT IF OFF! He would always yell at us to "cut it off." One night at the dinner table (we were all really really young...and annoying) Dad sternly told us to "cut it off." Somehow (I seriously don't know what came over me) I mustered up the courage and timidly said "Dad, it's cut it out, not cut it off." *ROARS of laughter* and just like that....we were never the same.
b. When I was 9 yrs. old I got a bad case of pink eye (not fun) we made a few trips to the dr and for the most part it was clearing up....one day after my dad got home from work he inquired as to how I was doing...."Let me see your eyes-ez" (double pluralized)....I couldn't help but laugh....we STILL tease him to this very day about it.
21. Dad is the HARDEST worker I have ever seen. I kinda get choked up just blogging about it. He works hours upon hours...day after day...14 hour days....15 hour days....and when he comes home to his family he is HAPPY....ready to hear about our days and how they went. Because of this single act I cannot bring myself to complain about my 8 hour/9 hour day at work no matter how bad of a day it was. He has taught me so much about the aspect and the importance of work exclusively through his example.
20. It is IMPOSSIBLE for me to go ANYWHERE without someone knowing Vatau/Rocky Su'a. As soon as someone sees my last name the first question out of their mouth is "Do you know Vatau/Rocky?" They then proceed to tell me crazy stories about my dad...which I love.
19. I have to tell this story b/c I think it's not only a funny story but it's priceless. When Dad was 10 yrs. old he was approached by missionaries (LDS) to be baptized. Being 10 yrs. old one might argue that he probably wasn't the most qualified at making life changing decisions, capable but not qualified, but the missionaries had something that dad COULDN'T say no to. Ice cream. And just like that the deal was sealed, he sold his soul for ice cream. He was baptized that week. The next week he went back to get baptized again....and also for the free ice cream. The missionaries turned him away informing him he could only be baptized once and he had met his quota for this lifetime. Discouraged, disappointed, & sad he went on his way. He went about his mischievous life and a few years later developed an interest in attending "The Church College of Western Samoa" (better known as CCWS). Tuition was high however, members of the LDS church were given a discount on the tuition....as fate would have it 3 years prior to his interest in attending CCWS Vatau became a member of the LDS denomination (in his humble attempt for free ice cream). I remember him telling me later that he developed his testimony while studying at CCWS. Later he went on to serve an LDS mission in/for the Apia, Samoa Mission. I've never thought of ice cream in the same way.
18. He has ALWAYS put his family first. If this blog was strictly about how he has put his family first, you would be reading stories for days...it would be chuck full of heart touching stories. One in particular that will always make me proud (to be his daughter). While dad was a student here in America he worked 2 or 3 jobs (at least) so that he could make enough money to support himself and also his Grandmother(who raised him) Fa'ilagi who lived in Samoa. Think of your young adult life for a moment. Can you imagine supporting you AND your family? He is selfless and has always been a "giver." He is the least selfish man I've ever known.
17. If there is anything on my plate that I can't finish, don't like, or don't want rest assure that my dad will take care of it for me. Now some of you may be thinking "what? why would she include this in her list?" It's a comfort thing. That may sound so ridiculous to you, but I know when I sit down to eat I don't have to worry about not finishing my plate. Nothing goes to waste, I don't feel guilty for squandering perfectly good food. It's comforting to know that my dad will take care of me in that aspect. Side note: I've never met another guy/boy/man (not even my brothers) who can do this.
16. How could you NOT love his step-by-step instructions. It doesn't matter what you're doing, if dad is around he will give you step-by-step instructions on how (he thinks) things should be done. Patience is required for this one. I just have to sit back and laugh.
15. Dad is one laid back cat UNLESS mom is out of town. I don't know why, but when mom is home we can do/say/go/be/ anything/anywhere and he would never make a fuss. When mom is gone be prepared to be on lockdown. I guess it's a papa bear thing which is endearing. Being the cunning & creative girl that I am, I've mastered the task to persuade dad into letting me out of the house while mom is gone. It took several years but I finally got it down packed. Shhhh....don't tell...
14. Growing up dad didn't have pants he had JAMS! Definition of Jams: brightly colored/patterned shorts that my Grandma or Mom would make. Jams were worn with bright t-shirts, a hat, and sandals. NO ONE can pull this look off....except dad.
13. I love dad's personality. I love that he can tease us but at the same time discipline us. Dad loves to have a good time, and we love to have a good time with him!
12. His Chop Suey is the BEST Chop Suey. He is such a sensational cook. He uses no measuring utensils, no recipes. Talent folks, pure talent.
11. He has always been our greatest protector. When I moved out of the house the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, time etc I never felt as safe as I did when I was at home. His presence is not only a comfort but it's an outward statement that I am safe and that I'm not scared of anything....with him around.
10. My siblings don't even know this story. I was astounded when I heard it. Dad was a performer (we established this earlier in this post) I've often wondered why he never took it to the next level. One day I was talking to him about it. I found out (long story short) that he was approached by a very influential Hollywood agent, with an opportunity that would guarantee fame and fortune. After much thought & consideration decided that his family was more important and that if he took that path of fame, that his family life would not be what he wanted it to be. He was offered ridiculous amounts of money. As I put myself in that position I would be in torment deciding what to do. As dad was telling me the story it was as if he was talking about doing dishes...it meant nothing to him.....the money, the fame, the fortune, the opportunity was nowhere near how important his family was/is to him.
9. One thing I love about dad is that even though I am his favorite (and everyone knows it) he still insists on claiming Jamie, Manti, and Mikey (individually...one by one) as his favorite just to make me jealous....*whispers* guess what....I know I'm you're favorite dad....no matter what you say...sorry about it :)
8. If you tell dad something embarassing that happened to you....he'll remember if forever and ALWAYS bring it up at the most inconvenient time. It's good for a laugh if it's not at YOUR expense :)
7. Oh this one I LOVE. I can't tell you how many stories I've heard of how dad was such a trouble maker (see # 2)....in fact if I had a dime for every story I've heard I would have my college tuition paid for, and probably a house to go with it. Knowing that he is mischievous I can see where we all get our "trouble-making" side.....and he STILL gets mad at us for trouble we cause...but technically....it's HIS fault...we're HIS children....with HIS genes....and HIS character....hmmmm...where's the justification in this? Ha ha ha
6. He won't let me mow the lawn. He'll let everyone else in the family do it....except me.....
5. When Jamie and I were 7 and 8 dad gave us nicknames and has called us his Princess (me) and his Angel (Jamie) ever since. I have always loved it.
4. He invented "Common Sense." Oh, you didn't know? He invented it, and apparently is the only person who has it...so.......good luck guys.
3. A few months ago the house was empty it was a Sunday Evening...I walked back to Dad's bedroom and heard him singing....he was watching "The Sound of Music" and was singing (every single word to) "I am 16 going on 17." I just sat and listened. When he figured out I was standing there giggling he told me how "The Sound of Music" was the first movie he ever saw. As a little boy he would work and as soon as he earned a dime he would go to the movie theatre and watch "The Sound of Music:" he said he saw it over and over again. I often forget that Dad was a little boy once. I have to give thanks to the childhood he had, because his childhood has helped to shape our lives. Dad has told me that he knew what it was like not to have money, and he has never wanted us to feel that way. I can honestly say that I have never wanted for anything, Dad has always given us and provided for us everything we have ever wanted. As an adult I realize the sacrifice and efforts he made to make us happy. Those memories are simply irreplaceable.
2. This is my FAVORITE story of Dad. While attending CCWS there came a day in his Religion class where the class was supposed to have a test. The class was panicking b/c nobody was prepared for the exam. Because they attended "The CHURCH College of W. Samoa" they began every class with a word of prayer. In the midst of all the stress the teacher began the class and asked for a volunteer to pray. Vatau volunteered. He began to pray.......for the ENTIRE duration of the class....he blessed every individual person in the room.."please bless Alipate Schwenke with his temper, sometimes he loses his temper so please help him to keep his temper, please bless Sia sometimes she gets mad, and yells at us so please help her not to get mad" *bell rings indicating class is over* "Amen" Dad prayed the WHOLE class time and dodged the exam....hero of the class! The teacher was furious...but they couldn't interrupt the sacred prayer that was being offered. How clever! What a genius! In all my years of scheming and plotting to get out of school work...I never came up with something like that. Ahhh! I love that story!
1. Lastly....from the many stories I've heard about Dad I've come to know that he dated a lot of girls (which is not a bad thing)...and out of all the girls he dated he chose the best one, my Mom. I think that was the best decision he's ever made. They compliment each other, they fit. They love each other and they love us. They have built such an incredible, and EXTRA-ordinary life together. None of us would be who we are without them....Dad has had such an impact on all of our lives and I can't express how much we love him (especially me). Manuia le aso fanau Dad. You are the World's Greatest! We need more men like you in this world. I know that my Father in Heaven loves me because he blessed me with YOU as my father. No one can take your place, you're one of a kind...in good times and bad I love you so much!

Impossible things are happening everyday!

2009-10-08T09:32:00.000-07:00

I thought I was getting myself into a sticky situation. I had to sit back and ask myself "what are you doing?" Last month I auditioned for the play/musical "Cinderella." I thought I would give it a try....didn't have anything to lose sort of thing. Miraculously I was cast in the production. Ladies and Gentlemen you are looking at the newest "evil stepsister" aka Grace (suitable name right?)! At first I was a little weary and nervous (I don't normally do this sort of thing....in public..or professionally)....I haven't been in a production since High School. I didn't tell ANYONE for the longest time. My mom & my sister knew, but that was it. There are so many "haters" out there and I didn't want to give them any fuel for their fire so to speak, and I certainly didn't want to be the topic of conversation at a friendly "roast" in so many words. However, the production is coming along SO well....the actors are so talented and the show itself is going to be a masterpiece! This is the "Rogers & Hammerstein's" version of Cinderella. It is jam-packed with catchy tunes, creative dialog, comedy, and down-right-good-ol'-fashion-fun. Because I have so much faith in this production I wanted to extend an invitation to anyone and EVERYONE.....is this a cheap plug? It will be running (Friday) Nov. 13th-14th. There will be matinee's as well as evening shows. It is showing at the Draper Historic Theatre. Naturally I will post specifics as we get closer to opening night. Any of you who have kids...this would be the perfect thing for them. I believe one of the Saturday showings will be discounted IF you come dressed as a Prince or Princess (which adds a little pizazz to the novelty of the situation). If you have any questions let me know (leave a comment & I'll answer it). Guys seriously....it's gonna be so fun! I'd LOVE LOVE LOVE to see you there.

Expected the worst....

2009-10-06T13:33:00.001-07:00

Have you ever expected the worst...or were NOT looking forward to something & it turned around and slapped you in the face with the EXACT opposite of what you thought it was gonna be? Did that even make sense to anyone? Last week I was NOT looking forward to Conference weekend...i.e. the dances, the people that come in from all over....I was just not looking forward to socializing, maybe it was just a mood I was in who knows...but then...all of a sudden from out of left field...we have a little badda...a little bing...and BOOM! Awesome weekend. I met a lot of new people....gave out my number a few times *winks* was fully enriched by the talks I listened too...ate some amazing food (thanks Mom)....saw my fam bam....seriously guys.....I love it when you "expect the worst, and hope for the best" and you GET the best *BIG sigh of relief*
Oh but I have to tell you guys this....so today (Tuesday) I was walking down the hall at work, and there was this older (gosh how do I say this nicely..ok..gotta keep it real) not cute type woman who looked like she stole a few too many cookies from the cookie jar if you catch my drift ( No, I am NOT making fun of chubby people)...and I don't mean "not cute" in a "she's ugly poor her" way...I mean it in a "she would have a chance if she didn't wear a white see-thru night shirt with a black bra that is too small" sort of way...nobody wants or needs to see that....c'mon girls let's think before we exit the house for the day.
DISCLAIMER:
Let the record show...I am not perfect, but I do have common sense.
(end of disclaimer)
Ooooh! Has anyone read the new Dan Brown (author of The Davinci Code & Angels & Deamons) book "The Lost Symbol?"
Also, it is getting to be that time again....Autumn....if you blink you might miss it...it's supposed to be short this year *sad face* but....you know what comes with Autumn???? New sheets!!!! How pathetic am I that I get excited about new sheets......oh well...I love the little pleasures life brings. Oh yeah....what the Khloe Kardash &; Lemar from the Lakers? What the.....who the....why the????? THAT was random...but she still has great hair.
Did you guys hear Mariah (Carey, for those of you who do not habla pop culture) might be prego....uh-oh baby diva on board...watch out.
You wanna know what new tv show pulled me right in and wouldn't let me go? FlashForward. Get into it.
What am I looking forward to? Halloween.....fun costume ideas all around....gotta make the right decision though. Good luck Jenilyn, right?

Give it up!

2009-09-30T20:13:00.000-07:00

"Mother love is the fuel that enables the normal human being to do the impossible." -Marion Garetty. It was my moms birthday on Saturday. In honor of my mom I wanted to name 25 things I love about her (even though there are a million things...I didn't think it would be fair to everyone else if I named all 1million of them).

25. *Submitted by Mikey* She is so patient....so true! Whenever things get chaotic, she is always the one (more or less) who has her head on straight. She can get through ANY situation (and is prepared for most...which we will address further into this blog). She is the one we rely on to keep a level head....you don't ever really have to worry about making mom mad b/c she will always always talk it through with you. An amazing trait to start of this entry!

24. She ALWAYS comes home happy...even if she has had a horrible hectic day, when she walks in the door she has a smile on her face. This characterisitc makes all the difference in our home, our lives, and our attitudes.

23. Whenever she answers the phone she sounds like she's in a good mood. Some of you may be thinking....why is this on the list? Have you ever had your family members answer your phone call like they were annoyed....tired....in a bad mood....uninterested? It's not pleasant...but we can always count on mom to be happy, & upbeat which is completely contagious.

22. She ALWAYS knows what to do. Whenever any of us are in a pickle....she has the exact remedy...and it always works!

21. Her love is completely contagious. If she loves someone we automatically love them too...i.e. if one of us (the siblings) is driving another sibling crazy she can always talk us into forgiving them and loving them....ughhhhh sometimes it's so frustrating b/c you just want to be mad but you can't.....not when she's around :)

20. Her inevitable NEED for her children....I don't mean she NEEDS us around to be happy, or content I mean she needs us around so she doesn't get LOST! I don't know how she gets from point A to point B but I love her for it. It not only is comical it's what makes Mom....Mom.

19. *Submitted by Manti* One of his favs is when she says something that's a tiny tiny bit off-color, she laughs and gets WAY embarassed. It's so true! What's even funnier is the laugh she does when she gets embarassed about something!

18. She is supportive of ANYTHING & EVERYTHING that any of us want to do. Can I tell you how much of a difference that makes in our lives? She not only backs us 100% but she'll do the work with us if she needs to (example Manti & Mikey's paper route...she was the one waking the boys up at 5am...helping fold the "papes" and then driving the boys around to deliver them)THAT is how supportive she is. I cannot imagine my life without the amount of support she has given me, & I'm sure my siblings would agree.

17. "Write me a note" 'nuff said :)

16. Her British accent. Hahahahaha. When Shanna & Pam get together they magically transform into British Women...only for a few sentences though.

15. She has the sweetest disposition. Maybe she inherited this characteristic from her Mother. Regardless, it is wonderful to live with....no complaints here.

14. Her attachment to the "outdoors." She has taught all of us in one way or another to love the outdoors and to appreciate all its diversions.

13. Her taste. Pam has a very distinct taste/zest for style, food, decoration, & entertainment. If we ever see something funky & coolio in a store be it clothes, sunglasses, decor, movies, etc etc we have coined the phrase "this is SO mom!" It's what makes Pam....Pam....Love it!

12. Her green thumb. Pam can work wonders with a yard, dead plants of all sorts, and indoor plants. She is one who has been blessed with the Gift of Gardening....jealous!

11. I HAVE TO put this on the list.....the "Campbell Way"....which I have come to love. Imagine the simplest situation...for instance....turning off the lights in the house/church/anywhere....multiply the level of complexity by 10....add 4....multiply it AGAIN by 4 million and you will have something close to...the Campbell Way....after Kristen & Nate's Wedding this is what happened...we were all hungry and decided to make our way over to an old Family favorite: China Nite. As we were in the church parking lot this conversation took place:
Gma: Oh dear, the lights in the church are still on.
Shanna: Ok I'll go turn them off
Pam: We need to get to China Nite it closes at 10
Gma: Shanna, do you know where the lights in the church are?
Shanna: No, but I can find them
Gma: I know where they are I'll go turn them off
Shanna: I don't think so, you need to get into the car...I'll go turn the lights off...Pam get mom into the car!
Gma: But honey you don't know where the lights are
Pam: We need to go!
Shanna: (to Gma) well I'm not gonna let you go turn the lights off
Pam: Everyone get in the car!
Shanna: Pam! We need to turn the lights off in the church
Pam: Well I don't know where they are
Shanna: Neither do I
Gma: Now Shanna I can turn off the lights just as easy as anyone else can
Shanna: No mom you need to get into the car
Pam: Shanna China Nite closes at 10
Shanna: I know that...I'm trying to get mom in the car so we can go
Gma: but the lights need to be turned off
Pam: We need to go now China Nite closes at 10!
This went on for about 30 mins....and the lights never did get turned off. Hence...the Campbell Way. *Don't touch this one folks....it's a trademark*

10. Her "greens"....that no longer exist...but we loved them just the same!

9. Her Lullaby's. They have stuck with ALL of us to this very day....in fact...we now sing them to our new Nephew.

8. Her strength in the Gospel. Her testimony is not only an example but it is a wonderful testification to us that the Church is true.

7. Her ability to make a house a HOME.

6. Her kindness. She is kind to everyone.

5. The example that she sets for all of us.

4. Her zest for life. Pam has gone on several international tours/trips...bike tours...bike marathons...on a few occasions has even taken one of us with her!

3. She is a classy lady. Pam is always polite and uses manners which she has taught each of us...

2. She is the most intelligent woman we know. Her love for reading, history, and thirst for knowledge have definitely benifited each of us not only scholastically but she has been able to annihilate any stupors of thought that we may come across....if you ever watch/play Jeopardy or Trivial Pursuit with Pam (and/or Jamie) count on losing.

1. Without a doubt Mom is the easiest person to talk to...to talk things through with....to comfort you....to wipe tears away....to go to with the toughest of questions/problems/concerns etc.

A world without Mom is a world with no hope, no joy, no cheerfulness, no coziness, no happiness, no consolation.....no life. She is the bread to our butter and the breath to our life :)
For better or for worse she has become the voice in my head....the voice of reason that I can't seem to drown out...she is my supporter my cheerleader, my example, my strength and I count my MANY MANY blessings to be able to call her Mother. Happy Birthday Mom. We all love you so much!

Guilty!

2009-09-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

So......Do you guys have guilty pleasures that you're embarassed about? I asked a friend what their Guiltiest Pleasure was and they said..."candy"....uh.....errrrr! Back it up...that is NOT a guilty pleasure b/c the majority of us (I realize that there are a select few who do NOT enjoy candy) enjoy it...therefore it does NOT qualify as a "Guilty Pleasure." Let me break it down for everyone. A Guilty Pleasure is something that you see/feel/taste/smell/hear....which you enjoy....yet have a sense of guilt whether real or imagined. I have SOOOOO many Guilty Pleasures...you would think that I would want to lock myself up and hide. However, today I'm feeling brave...I also think it would be very therapeutic to write them down and send it out into the never ending abyss we know as the internet (completely safe right? hmph...just don't care today).
1. Reality TV: It's sooooo trashy but sometimes I just cannot pull myself away from it. "Keeping up with the Kardashians," "Addicted to Beauty," "Paris Hilton's BFF" (why! why me?!) "Real World/Road Rules Challeneges," "Bridezillas" which btw HOW do those girls acutally find someone that will commit themselves to marry them? I guess miracles still happen.
2. Watching movies with the "Closed-Captioning" on: it's true, I'm a closet closed-captioner. I can't help it, but I thoroughly enjoy it.
3. Faking sick to get out of doing chores: I am NOT the only one in the family that does this and that's where I find justification. All we have to do is fake/pretend we REALLY don't feel good, and voila, sympathy sets in and softens the hearts of those around us and just like that....no chores. Freakishly amazing....yet guilty.
4. "Sleeping like a sailor" as my dad would say: I enjoy sleeping...I do...so sue me. I find it hard to have a real good sleep sesh b/c my guilt immediately sets in around 10am...and as I'm talking myself into throwing my cares to the wind and sleeping til I can't sleep anymore, the wiser more concious part of me wins and I am up for the day...all the while regretting my decision to wake up...and....ultimately do nothing....it's a tough battle to fight.
5. Iced Venti Chai-tea from Starbucks (only Starbucks): so these drinks are pretty much happiness in a cup. I haven't decided nor do I want to decided if it is in violation of "Section 89" (D&C)...I am in torment b/c they are niether hot nor strong drinks BUT it does have the word "tea" in it...but THIS tea comes from an herb found in India....blah blah blah....you can understand my frustration wanting to uphold the standards of the church while fighting off the natural man. For now I am at peace...the chai continues. Throw in a vanilla scone and I am positively sinful....
6. Borrowing wifi: not residential wifi but business wifi....why have wifi if you don't want people to use it? Why do I feel guilty going into a buisness and using their wifi? Because they have commercials about people "borrowing" wifi and it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong....which leads to another internal argument....which I blatently ignore. Still....the sense of guilt....yet....pleasurable.
7. Oh! This one I LOVE LOVE LOVE.....Causing trouble ON PURPOSE! This is kind of a long story but it explains exactly what I mean. One time (at band camp...but not really) when I was about 10 yrs old I was outside...I saw Mikey & his best friend Devin playing & for some reason or another I started yelling at them....all of sudden...Mikey threw a LOG at my head! It didn't really hurt or phase me, but in my mind I was so mad at him for throwing a log at me...so...being the drama queen that I, THEN, was...clamped my hand on my head and went screaming bloody murder to my mom. When I got into the house I remember exactly what happened....I gave a BRILLIANT performance about what happened and as I pulled my hand away from my head I felt it....wet, thick, nastiness....blood. I remember drifting in and out of conciousness, seeing bloody wash rag after bloody wash rag being pulled away from my head to try and clot the bleeding. My plan back-fired...not only did Mikey NOT get in trouble (b/c all the attention was on me and saving my mischievious life), but I was taken to the hospital for tests and examinations....so annoying! As an adult looking back...that's what I get....I was trying to cause trouble and it backfired. Serves me right...right? WRONG....I continued in my pursuit to instigate trouble for my own amusement. Hehehehehehe...guilty pleasure number 7...check!
8. Justification: I don't know why I get such a kick out of this...but I can pretty much justify myself out of anything.....please bless I don't turn into a murderer or something horrendous like that. I'm talking about the petty stuff....not washing my car, not taking the garbage out, impulse buying, a quick trip to Hawaii...you know, the stuff that doesn't really matter.
Ok so now that I've totally ratted myself out....what about you guys? What are YOUR guilty pleasures???

Desperado Vent Sesh!

2009-09-25T10:27:00.000-07:00

Ok so I saw this lady at work who was wearing these silk-meets-velvet type material pair of OVERALLS (Bible!) Guys if your mom or gma was wearing something like that you would tell her right? I feel bad that her family didn't tell her that overalls went out of style with "Kriss Kross" (jump jump).
So I've lived in Utah now for a while and I always hear the term "Utah Driver" but I never knew what it meant....I've been way confused about that...until.....recently. Have you noticed that Utah Drivers have that "me first" mentality? SO ANNOYING! When someone is trying to merge (politely) into the next lane so she doesn't miss her exit...you do NOT speed up so you won't be stuck behind her....I experience this on a daily basis. It's irritating.
Ok so you know that quote "cleanliness is next to Godliness?" I totally get that quote and love it....but I don't know what is up with me lately....I'm in a funk that I can't shake....I cannot bring myself to clean my living space! Normally, I enjoy cleaning, but my room has been nothing less of an un-natural disaster....suggestions?
Ooh....have you guys ever been walking down the hall at work and there is another co-worker walking towards you and they act like they don't know or see you? I think it's so funny! So I go out of my way to make them notice me...not really "out of my way" but I make an effort to interact with them....*high pitched voice* awkward...hahaha for them not me. Hello CO-WORKERS! We spend 40-60 hours of the week together...can we like each other please? hahahahaha!
So...as part of the "funk" I'm going through...I have NO blank cds....AND I ran out of eyeliner and I just can't bring myself to go to target and get more (cds & eyeliner).....guys seriously...without eyeliner I look animalistic/gross/zombie-ish...bible....it's not cute. I also ran out of my FAVORITE gum (I'm picky when it comes to stuff like that)...Trident Peppermint Splash (guys it's amazing and lasts forever...and the texture is so awesome...try it)...you can ONLY buy it at Target...I haven't seen it in any other store (annoying)....but...it's been like a month since I've been there...so I haven't had my fav gum around....boo-hoo I know.....so I thought I would shoot a quick email over to Trident to express my adoration/devotion of their product...with the hopes of getting *free* swag and gum (sometimes you can totally score just by writing a letter of appreciation to a BIG company...not the smalls ones)...ERRRR! FALSE! They did not have an option to write in to them. What company doesn't have that option on their website? TRIDENT! Poor poor pittiful me right? I am in dire need of a pedi...someone pointed out that we can give ourselves pedicures and not have to pay $20-$30 for them...umm....mine NEVER turn out like the way Phoung-Li (Tracey-American Name) does it down at Beautiful Nail. *deep breath* oh I feel so much better! OOH! On a lighter note...I have been discovering SOOO much good music! Ugh I LOVE music!!! Lucky lucky me! You guys...Solange Knowles is actually really good...I love her album it's so fun and upbeat! Kiwini Vaitai....instant mood improver! Thanks for letting me vent....SUCH a difference!! Muuuwwah!

JAMIE! JAMIE! JAMIE!

2009-09-22T09:59:00.000-07:00

YOU GUYS! Guess what TOTALLY AWESOME sister of mine is turning 21 today?!!!!! Ok ok ok...I only have one sister but still....she is the most "STELLAR" chick in the world....I may be a little biased but I seriously love her TO DEATH & think she's the funniest person alive! I decided to dedicated an entire post to Jamie Su'a!!! Since she's turning 21 I'm gonna name 21 things that I love about her! For some of you who don't know Jamie you are seriously missing out! If you ever get a chance to get to know her...DO NOT HESITATE! Let the countdown begin.....

21. Gees, where do I begin? I'll start at the beginning...literally...she's my YOUNGER sister and only a personality like Jamie could follow my tough act!

20. She's the smartest person I know...in all aspects. She's brain smart, if she was on Jeopardy she would win. I hate/love watching Jeopardy with her b/c she gets all the answers (even the ones my Mom & Auntie Shanna can't get) before I even have time to mull it over in my mind. She is media smart....she knows what is going on in Hollywood as well as....uh.....not Hollywood....I seriously don't know how she has so much brain space.

19. She will do ANYTHING for anyone to help them. Seriously you guys...when I look for excuses she's right there helping and doing whatever she needs to do to help people...even if she's tired....or annoyed.
18. She's the sweetest girl! I could never ask for a sweeter, kind-er sister. She's so tender-hearted. Ugh...I don't know if I can get through this post w/o crying.....10 min break

17. Ok...back in action....we are DIE-HARD *Nsync fans....for those of you who are hating on us right now...back it up....slow your roll...you don't wanna mess with this! James and I have gotten into several concerts of theirs for FREE99....well...one of them was a Backstreet Boys Concert, whom I consider a poor man's *Nsync...but the nevertheless...*Nsync brought us closer together, and when everyone was hatin' on me she stood by me and was right there to show all the "haters" up by singing and dancing every word to "bye bye bye, it's tearing up my heart, giddy up, i want you back"...etc, etc. We would stay up til ALL hours of the night and wait for their Disney Concert to come on tv just so we could watch them....we would have to argue with our mom to stay up later so we could watch it....2 against 1 always has the advantage...right on Jame! Stick together!

16. We are the freakin BEST tag team ever!!! We work it and twerk it (& I don't mean that in a clubbin' dance move way..I mean we can turn it on and turn it off from Oakland to Sactown...the Bay Area and back down!) When we join forces.....our power is limitless! Side Note: Don't ever let us play on the same team in a game....you will have NO CHANCE of winning....I'm serious...none.

15. Domestically we are a good team....I can make our house shine like the top of the Chrysler building....and she can mow the lawn like she owns her own Landscaping business....the girl's got talent folks...do NOT underestimate her mowing abilities!

14. When nobody would listen to me about how great the soap opera "Passions" was...SHE stuck with me and got hooked on it too. We would leave school (Copper Hills High....go grizz) to come home and watch it....we converted a few....not many...but a few.
13. She LOVES her family. This girl goes completely out of her way for her fam bam....immediate AND extended!

12. Girl can COOK! Who needs a personal chef if Jamie is around? Seriously you guys....I don't know how she does it but she's by far one of the best cooks I know...besides you mom and dad (you're a cook mom...so are you dad!)

11. She has a certain pizazz on the piano that nobody else can duplicate. She's one of a kind.

10. It's like she can almost read my mind.....so crazy!

9. She can quote movie lines in her everday conversation....and make it sound good. This is not a talent to be taken lightly folks.....

8. She has pretty much the cutest hand writing I've ever seen.....along with a variety of different fonts and sizes.

7. She is a hard worker.

6. Only Jamie can invent "contradictory dancing" excute it to a "T" and make my sides hurt from watching it!

5. Jamie is the ONLY person I know whose car has a "FUNK" system....one of a kind people....one of a kind!

4. Her facebook status updates are the most clever updates in the world....sorry guys....she wins hands down.
3. She has an amazing eye for classic-trashy-can't-pull-yourself-away television.
2. She can invent/create/put together...crafts/martha stewart-ish meets rachel ray-ish/home economic-ness things...for instance...quilts, purses, necklaces, clothes, accessories,scrapbooks,baby books, and everything else "do-it-yourself" under the sun...(she would be the one to do it) is not only incredible to watch, but fantatic to reap the fruits of her labor...we totally get hooked up!
1. Drum-roll please.......if there were a contest for the wittiest, most cleverest (grammatical error intended), most ingenious girl, she would win. It's as plain and simple as that. I know a lot of you might be in the running for that...but when it comes right down to it (& it's not just cause she's my sister) Jamesie would command & conquer all. Jamie's humor is not only intelligently skillful, but it's quick, hilarious, and enjoyable.
Getting down to brass tax....she's an absolute necessity to our family & I would NEVER want to live without her. Happy Birthdizzle Jamie....we all love you so so much! In the words of Cookie Googleman...."You don't forget the best!" - Best in Show

Brrr! It's cold in here!

2009-09-08T17:32:00.000-07:00

"You can't cross the sea merely by standing and staring at the water" Rabindranath Tagore. I am a "doer" I think I always have been. If I want to do something I will simply do it...not talk about it....I say this not to boast or find favor within myself but to illustrate how much FUN it can be! A few years ago I was driving up Provo Canyon and saw a sign "Float Trips"...I investigated...having rather a curious nature I tried it out....so much fun! This year I suggested to a group of friends that we should float down the Provo river! We got a good group together and had it out with the River....countless bruises and scratches later we have another Adventure to go into the books. It was such a hit we did it several times this summer...each time we went new people came...not only a fun acitivity but a great way to make new friends! The water is a deathly 40 degrees Farenheit for some people proved much too cold...some stood on the banks of the river and poked fun at those trying to catch their breath once they hit the water....those people were soon brought to humilty when it came time for them to enter the water. The object of the game is to stay in the middle of the river, or else.....if you don't you'll take it up with the rocks, branches, logs, fish, and shrubbery of the river banks (thus the bruises and scratches). Here's the secret...don't fight it...if you run into the bank of the river or a rock or a log etc...just let it happen...it will correct itself...I tried to tell everyone that over and over...but no one listened...I have gone down this river a plethora of times and I've walked away scotch free...hmmmm coincidence? NOPE...sheer genius and intellect! Adventure 2-Cha-ching...success!

I love this pic (above) you can see Whitney, Mary, & Lisa fighting with the trees! lol!

Pretty Pretty Princess?

2009-08-19T23:13:00.005-07:00

Pretty pretty Princess right? That's what you all think when you see or think of me right? NO MORE! I have traded in my tiara and pink-ness for a more rough and tough lifestyle. That's right Bear Grylls (of Man vs Wild) you have some competition...and her name is Jenilyn Su'a. As the summer started off I didn't have a job and I wasn't a student. Some of you may look at my situation and think "Wow, what a loser." HOWEVER! I have had the BEST summer of my life...well..almost the best summer of my life......no...this HAS been the BEST summer. One Day I was ansy...I needed to get out. I planned a hike:Stewart Falls.
Hiking Checklist:
*good shoes-check
*water-check (but i didn't bring enough...I was SOOOO thirsty..definite dehydration)
*granola bars-check(you never know when you're gonna need a mid-path snack)
*people who are in the same shape as you so if you need to stop and take a rest you're not the only one (smart right? bet you didn't think of it)-check
*IPOD (an absolute necessity)-check
*the football players/volleyball players/soccer players/rugby players/track guys/baseball players/ANY freaking sport in the world-check (remind me to leave them home next time)
For those of you who have NEVER hiked the Stewart Falls Hike let me break it down for you....it starts off uphill for the first million years of your life....once you get past the first part....it's pretty much smooth sailing (pretty much)...however, the views are breath-taking, the air is clean and the exercise is exhillarating. Once we got up to the falls one of the boys made the comment (brace yourselves girls) "Next time we're running the whole way" *weirdest look on my face i'm sure* Uh...yeah what a great idea (those were the words coming out of my mouth but not the words in my mind). Overall, the hike was great and I would def do it again....Adventure 1=Success!

If you look really close you can see us (me & Pauli) sitting on the mtn. having a conversation. This gives you an idea of how awesome the falls really are!

Didn't Know....

2009-08-18T01:03:00.002-07:00

Last Sunday or should I say Monday (b/c it was midnight on Sunday which is technically Monday) I finally rounded up a crew to play night games (some people think night games are for little kids...I do not). It was dark...no light, crisp cool air, and great hiding spots which make for a perfect set up. After a while of hiding it was my turn to seek (piece of cake right?)...I'm very good at outwitting the opponent...I mean my acting skills to fake them out are seriously crazy!!! I was done counting...and I was in pursuit of Pauli (fast cat like reflexes but no match to mine) barefoot...it's easier to run that way...and you get a lot more speed. I was chasing him and just as I reached out to claim my victory *POP* I heard it pop as if someone were holding it up to my ear...I couldn't be bothered with it so I continued to gain my victory, but then.......the pain set in...I was unable to use my foot...ouch ouch ouch ouch....breathe breathe was all that came to mind. Everyone around me could see something was wrong (I don't give up that easy I'm soooooo competitive...a weakness and a strength which is a whole other blog topic)....what's wrong Jen what's wrong are you ok? Yeah I'm good I'm so good don't even worry...I couldn't show I was in pain that would indicate weakness! I continued to play as if nothing happened (deep down dying inside...it hurt so much) not thinking that if I continued to play on an injured foot it could make it worse. We eneded shortly after...I was happy to go home and nuture my foot....the next morning I woke up and to my surprise my foot was worthless....I crippled myself. I spent the day "relaxing"....on the couch watching tv (BORRRRRING!) When my dad came home for lunch I was so excited b/c I was so thirsty! I couldn't even get up to get water! I didn't know how much I depended on BOTH of my feet. Dr. Manti Su'a diagnosed the injury as a "snapped longitudinal arch" which will eventually get better with time. It's been over a week...it still hurts....sniffle...tear. Looking on the bright side...I'm so grateful to have feet that work. I'll remember that this Thanksgiving when we name what we're grateful for at the dinner table.

How does she do it?

2009-08-07T14:34:00.002-07:00

Sometimes I wish I was witty, funny, and a better writer. I feel like I have nothing to write about, but there is SO much going on in my life. Why is that? I would rather write about good things than complain about what's going on with me you know? However, I'm gonna go out on a limb...I'm gonna completely put myself at there through this post b/c I really want to express how incredible my mom is. This year (starting in January) has not been the absolute best year of my life. I recognize that I have truly been blessed however, it's been a test for me. I have gone from daily breakdowns to weekly breakdowns which is def an accomplishment. All the while my mother has been there to pick up the pieces, put them back together and somehow put a smile on my face....how does she do that? I have no idea what I did/doing/will do to deserve her, but I fully accept and love that I was blessed to have her as my mother. I know that those of you who are reading this are thinking to yourselves how much you appreciate, love, and are grateful for your mothers too. More power to us! I don't think our mothers get enough recognition, and that in itself is sad to me. They are one of the most influential people in our lives, yet sometimes I feel I take her for granted and I apologize. Mom, I love you and I'm so eternally grateful for your strength, your support, your keen intellect, and your wonderful heart. When I grow up, I want to be exactly, to the "T" like you.

Kiwi Continuation

2009-07-16T12:31:00.002-07:00

There are hardly words to describe the way we feel when we do something for the first time. Words such as "awesome, breathtaking, unreal, beautiful, fantastic, and amazing" are just too understated for me to use. So how do I describe my experiences?

In New Zealand there are heart-stopping views pretty much wherever you look. This is atop a mountain...hill rather at sunset. Have you ever noticed how sunsets are the perfect backdrop for any occasion?

Once upon a time there was a hill with a single tree that stood upon it we knew it as "One Tree Hill" a famous band called U2 named one of their albums after it. A few years ago some idiot chopped down the ONE tree that stood on "One Tree Hill" thus making it...no tree hill...the ONE trademark that separated this hill and gave it individuality no longer existed. Now there's a monument in tribute to the country's heritage and ancestry. This is ONE of the views from that hill.

One sunset evening...mind you I wanted to go during the day so we could see the view, but as it is "Samoan time" is set for whenever...meaning...no structure or guilt (if you miss an appointment) no sense of time exists...we decided to go on a hike up Mangere Mtn. with the sun setting (in all it's stunning glory) we walked up the mtn at our leisure (not really...we had a drill srgt. telling me to pick up the pace before the sun went down) enjoying the brisk evening air and the thrilling foliage of Mangere's finest mtn. this is a parital view from half way up.

When I left for NZ I had no intentions of being in another wedding line (3 times a bridesmaid never a bride sort of thing). As it was I was honored to be part of the Krone-Siaki Wedding line...my cousin Shirley and I had a great time...IN THE RAIN...and the humidity!

Each of the bridesmaids wore a different color dress (all the same in make...different in color) Liz (pink), Myself (green), & Toe (blue) were very happy to take our seat in the stretch hummer limo....we roll deep! Hahahaha!

Only Child Syndrome

2009-07-01T12:24:00.002-07:00

I am the oldest of four kids. My whole life I've always wanted to be an only child. Maybe b/c I USED TO (past tense)love attention. Well ladies and gentlemen, I finally got my wish. As some of you may know both my brothers live in Provo...away from the nest (which is currently in West Jordan)which is about 45 minutes away, my younger and prettier sister flew across the pond to visit the ever-famous, ever-attractive country/continent we know as Europe. Which leaves me in a too-big-for-three-people house with my parents. As I reflected on my term as an only child I realized..."it is NOT all it's cracked up to be." Think about it. Question: When your parents need something done...who do they ask? Answer: the only child. Jenilyn please do the dishes, Jenilyn please fold the clothes, Jenilyn please cook dinner, Jenilyn please vaccum the house, Jenilyn please get me some water, Jenilyn please weed the ENTIRE back yard before the sun comes out, Jenilyn please do the grocery shopping (a task that I actually enjoy...but don't tell...it will ruin the effect)...I am so sick of the name "Jenilyn" I'm thinking of changing it! Well...not really but it adds drama to the story so I'll keep it. When I was in 4th grade (I still remember this vividly) we read a book called "The Wishgiver" the moral of the story (I won't bore you with the particulars) was to be careful what you wish for, and that ladies and gentlemen, that in a nutshell is the moral of this blog...be careful what you wish for....for you may in fact get it. Jamie, please come home!

Change in URL

2009-06-30T12:44:00.003-07:00

I don't know if this will affect anything but I changed my url addy...my new url is allthingsjenilyn.blogspot.com just wanted to give a heads up!

Welcome to the World!

2009-06-18T14:36:00.002-07:00

So I'm gonna be totally honest...I don't want to offend anyone but seriously...I have to be true to myself. Sometimes when babies are born they're just NOT cute...not so in the case of Lauaki Tua Su'a, my new nephew. You guys, he is so adorable, and you know, maybe that's just the inner-Auntie in me, but I seriously love him with all my heart. I was a little nervous to actually meet him. What if I didn't love him, what if he wasn't that cute? What if he didn't like me? Well say goodbye to apprehension because as soon as I saw him I felt like crying, my heart melted and the miracle of love invaded every ounce of my body. All my fears and worries were washed away into the sea of trepidation. He is another completion to our Su'a family and I'm stricken with adoration for him! As if our lives couldn't be more blessed right?

Rugby All-Americans-Team Su'aside!

2009-06-18T14:10:00.002-07:00

Oh my gosh you guys. Manti & Mikey BOTH made the All-American Rugby team....for those of you who do not share my enthusiasm for Rugby or my knowledge....let me break it down. Out of 20,000 players across the U.S. there were 44 boys selected for the team. According to AmericanRugbyNews.com "the Collegiate All-American selectors and coaches spent nearly NINE months on player identification, fitness testing-standards implementation, and monitoring to narrow that down to just 44 All-Americans and 30 honorable mentions." How could I NOT blog about this? I mean, watching Rugby is one thing...watching BOTH your brothers play, and excel at Rugby is another! I am so proud of them and I just want to congratulate them. I might have gone a little overboard on how many pix I posted but I just couldn't help myself. I love BYU...and I love my brothers. How exciting right?

Auckland, NZ

2009-06-09T12:36:00.004-07:00

It's been a few months now since I've been home from the most wonderful vacation I've ever taken. New Zealand, Australia, and Samoa, alone are undescribable...combined they are more than I could ever ask for. Not to get too cheesy but I HAVE to thank my family...not only for paying for the trip but for all the support they have given me throughout my whole life. I owe you everything.
Onto the fun stuff....

Did you know that in NZ there are more sheep than people? We took a little time out of our night to pose with some sheep inspired items...silly girls.

This is Me & Ailia on a ferry on our way to Waiheke island....it was so windy! The day hot...as soon as we got on the ferry to go back to Auckland...it started raining...perfect timing!

I feel like I was born to be on a beach...no seriously...I am happiest when on the beach. This is a little place called "Tawharanui" it's a place only the "locals" know about. It took us about 2 hours to get there....but the drive was half the experience! Everywhere you looked there was lush green wonderfulness all around you...the view was incredible...the outlook was breathtaking.

When we left Auckland it was storming like crazy...once we got to Tawharanui.....clear blue sun filled skies!

I mustered up the courage to go cave diving...that's right...cave diving. It was a little scary...at one point I felt like "Penny" from Disney's "The Rescuers" when Madusa makes her go down into the cave to get the "diamond"...pretty intense.

On Sundays rather than stay in the house we would take a trip to Mission Bay and just chill on the beach....it was perfect weather...and it had a perfect view

Me, Ailia, & Jamie...I love this picture b/c the sun is totally blinding us but we HAVE to take the picture anyway ha ha ha!

While I was in NZ my friends took me to the "Museum of Auckland" where I found...my own personal Kiwi bird....which still exist today.

One day Ailia and I decided to go on a jungle hike...don't you love the jungle???

In NZ they have what they call a "Hens Night" we know it better as a "Bachelorette Party." They go all out at these hens nights...we all had to dress up...the theme was "Girls in Uniforms" I was in the Navy and the bride-to-be was a Pilot. So fun.

While I was on the ferry I snapped this shot of the Auckland Skyline....what a looker eh?

Victim

2009-06-08T09:51:00.002-07:00

It was just another manic Monday last week, I decided to go to the ever-strenuous step class that I go to every Monday. For some reason it was particularly difficult this time 'round. I made it through the whole class picked up what was left of my tired body and went on living life as I usually do. The next morning bright and early my mom came downstairs and asked me a very peculiar question "would you like to see a baby be born?" My reaction (mind you I'm dead asleep when she asks me that question) Am I in health class? DING! My baby nephew is on his way into this world! YES! However, in my experience babies take a LONG time to come into this world so I thought I would finish sleeping and then make my way down to Provo. 2 hours later I woke up and for some reason had such a hard time moving, wow that class last night really did it's job. I had a headache but decided to ignore it. While I was sleeping the baby was born (yes that quick). Lauaki Tua Su'a weighed in at 6 lbs. 8 oz. 21 in. He's such a darling darling baby. As I was visiting my little nephew my body started to ache and ache and I started to feel funny. I started thinking it might be best if I left to get some medicine. By the time I got home I could barely hold myself up, and I couldn't breathe....what was going on with my body? The next day I couldn't stand it anymore and I went to the dr. OUTCOME: Swine Flu. You guessed it...I am a victim of this horrible illness. I hope and pray that none of you EVER experience the swine flu. I have no idea how I picked it up....it's just my luck (is my reasoning). Luckily my nephew wasn't affected by me and he's alive and well...and so cute! Life goes on oh-blah-dee-oh-blah-dah.

Australia

2009-05-26T12:48:00.002-07:00

Put another shrimp on the barbie! G'day mate....Aussie welcomes you! Upon my travels to the South Pacific I spent a couple days in Austrlia...the "Outback" (not the restaraunt)...I think that when you travel to countries such as these it is only appropriate to allow yourself MONTHS to see the sights and enjoy yourself. However, I was only "allowed" a few days...just enough time for me to get attached and torn away from the wonderful Land down under!

This is my effervescent cousin Jules...we're at Harbor Bay in Sydney...we took a ferry around the bay to get to all the "crackin" places...Sydney is gi-normous, taking the ferry cut our travel time in half...I gotta give props to Jules, she knew her way around the city like the back of her hand...times...places...schedules she was so on top of everything! It made my life a lot more enjoyable...especially with the heat and humidity as it was summertime while I was there.

Walking around downtown in Sydney there are so many amazing statues,buildings, sights, and this was right outside a cafe where we imposed for some breakfast.

How could I visit Australia and not take a picture with my very own Joey? I mean...Aussie or Oz (which is what the Australians literally refer to Australia as)is famous for their Joeys right?

I LOVE this photo b/c it makes me feel like a native...me with a dig-er-y-do. Love it.

The Sydney Opera House....Been there done that....loved it!

Whistle While You Work

2009-05-14T10:14:00.002-07:00

Who lied to me & told me I could/would be a good nurse? My dad recently had surgery on his knee...since I don't have a life (right now at least) I was nominated, and when I say nominated I mean I didn't have a choice, to be his "nurse." I don't mind this whatsoever, I love my dad so much I would go to the moon and back for him, b/c I know he would do the exact same thing for me. However, I DO mind the fact that someone gave him a whistle. Ahem....who did it!? I will find you...I will hunt you down and you will receive the beat down of your life, well...at least verbally. Somebody take it away! I can't b/c I'm too nice...obviously...I don't know who invented the whistle but I honestly have never been a fan....they're annoying.

BYU Rugby dethrones, stuns & claims victory from Cal!

2009-05-04T11:18:00.006-07:00

Is this the face of a champ or what? Poor Manti...broke his nose, got kicked in the face whilst making a tri-saving tackle! You guys! I can't even tell you how extremely extatic & overwhelmed with joy I am! THEY DID IT! BYU RUGBY 2009 NATIONAL CHAMPIONS! Translation: Absolutely NUMBER 1 in the NATION! They had a PERFECT SEASON 18-0...UNDEFEATED! I'm so sorry if this post is killing some of you guys...but do you even know how hard they worked? Ok so let's get down to brass tax....one of my favorite girls in the world (Jennifer Newman) was our correspondent since the games were held in California...she kept my whole family updated through text messages (thank heaven for technology) her texts went a little something like this...."down at the half 22-10 them Mikey has had some really great plays......two of our men are out due to yellow cards....22-19 them....22-21 them one minute left.....WE WIN!!! 25-22!" Our family was overjoyed!!! They gave Mikey the game ball (what an honor). I'm just so happy for the team...I feel like they are all my brothers. I'm so glad Manti was able to experience this in his Rugby career, he graduates this year. Way to go BYU....and you ask why I'm a fan...c'mon! Ha ha ha! I love it!

Check out their highlight trailer on Youtube!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LTJvzOzz3M

Team Su'a-cide...BYU Rugby!

2009-04-29T14:07:00.009-07:00

Jean-Pierre Rives once said "The whole point of Rugby is that it is, first & foremost a state of mind, a spirit." Rugby is a "real" mans sport. Any of you who have watched a game or even caught a glimpse of it will realize instantly that it is not for the faint of heart. In my life I have more or less ALWAYS been a rugby fan...if not of the game then of the players (Rubgy guys are hot). However, for the past 4 years my attention has been focused on a more familiar rugby atmosphere of the Provo persuasion. BYU. My brother Manti started playing for the team in 2005 (if my memory serves me correctly). My brother Mikey joined shortly after returning from his mission in 2007. Since then the Su'a brothers have been a thrill to watch on the field.

Where Manti is lean, & quick it's obvious he's built for speed. All the while Mikey is thick-set, & stalwart, clearly marked for strength...with their forces combined they are nothing less than commanding. One of their games was aired on ESPN-U. *funny tid bit* On Manti's profile (that the announcer was reading from) it stated that "Manti is the brother of Mikey, with a less-combative attitude." I got a kick out of that. Other games are currently airing on KBYU.

This weekend they will be traveling to the Sunshine State (California) to the Stanford campus for their fifth straight appearance in the USA's Rugby Big Four, translation: the BCS Championship of Rugby. BYU's season has been perfect thus far (16-0). It will be a tough competition for them. In situations such as these I believe it is appropriate to "cross our fingers."
This is Manti's last season *tear* however, Mikey will be carrying on the Su'a name within the Colliegate realm of Rugby. "No sked 'em go get 'em!"

Moral Dilemma Outcome

2009-04-28T14:25:00.002-07:00

I didn't go. I hung out with friends instead...the night was "blah" as many of my nights are/have been/will be. You guys, Spring is always my favorite time of year, but this year it's just like.....icky. I don't know what it is but it's bugging me. Maintain a positive attitude right? Well I am. Don't worry about me...I'll be fine. However, a new moral dilemma has come up..well it's the same one....I didn't go out with that guy but SOMEHOW (I seriously don't even know how it happened) he committed me to this thursday! WTF? Ugh...maybe I need counseling or something. I'm irritating myself! Ok *deep breath* I can do this....right? eh?
Right now I'm supposed to be doing "school stuff" but Facebook is side tracking me...and now my attention is focused on blogging. You guys there's this creepy "chester the molester" type of guy sitting about three rows ahead of me and he keeps staring...gross. There's a girl sitting four computers down from me and she keeps singing...random. Anyway, this is a random blog, but I HAD to get my frustrations out. Thank goodness for blogging!

Moral Dilemma

2009-04-17T16:04:00.002-07:00

I like to think I live the kind of life that my mother would be proud of. My parents have taught me correct principles and have let me govern myself....pretty sweet situation right? Every now and again I will receive an offer that sounds like fun....however when I break it down in my mind I get....weird...(talk about weird...) hot sweats, cold sweats, fingernail sensitivity, difficulty breathing difficutly swallowing (I'm totally joking...for those of you who quote movie lines in everyday conversation or blogging...that was from "What about Bob" a classic). No, but really I get lazy, or irritated. Let's break it down. It's friday night...I really don't have anything else to do. A FREIND of mine asked me out...do i really wanna go...not really. Should I....I'd have to actually get ready...you know...apply myself...do my hair kinda thing....Guys, it's not like I have anything else to do tonight....free dinner and movie on one hand....stay home (in my sweats and hair in a ponytail) on the other hand. So I accepted....now...it's friday evening...I want to get out of it.....here's the dilemma....do I make up an excuse or tell the truth? My excuses are seriously the bomb dot com. I have the ability to talk/excuse my way out of pretty much anything (i'm not bragging...it's the truth...sigh). Can you imagine me telling this guy the truth i.e. "Hey ya....thank you so much for the offer to take me to a restaraunt of my choice followed by a movie of my choice eventhough it may be a chick flick and you might not have any interest in it at all...but uh....i think I'm gonna stay home and stare at the wall....maybe refill my dad's water jug when he needs it refilled. Yeah thanks...I'm set." SAD! In my day and age and also in my culture we are urged to be honest...."Honesty is the best policy" but...is it really? What would you rather here (yourself) "You know what....I need to stay home tonight and help my sister out with a project that is due on Monday" (not an excuse I would use..this is just an example...my excuses are so much better)...or "I'm lazy and really have no desire to see you"....guys....that is the moral dilemma...ugh!

Back in the game

2009-04-14T16:01:00.002-07:00

You know...every now & again when one of my froggers (friends that are bloggers) slips away from the blogging community I get concerned...are they ok? Are they too busy to blog? What's going on in their lives? Once they've updated their blog my mind is at ease one more time and I feel that I can breathe again. Ok....I'm totally kidding...in a way....I mean, I DO wonder what people are up to and how they're doing but I don't obsess about it I promise. Anyway.....YOU GUYS!!!!! It's been about 2 1/2 months since I could be able to call myself a blogger. I had a little "hiccup" with life but everything smoothed out and I'm back in the game!
Let me re-cap just a bit....Went down to New Zealand aka the land of the Long White Cloud, while in NZ my Aunty told me she would be taking me with her to Samoa (no complaints here)...while in Samoa...received 2 proposals of marriage (turned them down..sadly), fell in LOVE with the country, people, and beaches, cried when I had to leave, and never once complained about the heat. I spent a few days in Australia with one of my cousins....wow! SO MUCH FUN! I had so many experiences and adventures that I never would have had if things didn't work out the way they did. I ended up staying in NZ longer than I expected (again...no complaints) made some friendships that I will never take for granted, and met a lot of people I NEVER thought I'd be able to live without. I got home a few weeks ago just in time for General Conference. I went down to Las Vegas this past weekend...which I will be blogging about soon. I feel like a new person...I am a new person. I can't tell you all the small "realizations" I've gained in the past 3 months. I am so grateful for the family and friends that I have been blessed with....if you're reading this I'm talking about you. No this is not a "grat-imony" but I just can't help being thankful. Life looks good! Cheers!

New Zealand

2009-02-01T22:45:00.002-07:00

Hey everyone! Guess what! There IS a light at the end of the tunnel! I am leaving on a jet plane to New Zealand...land of the long white cloud! I'm leaving tomorrow (Monday) I will be there for a LONG time....I won't have a phone but I will have email and facebook...and bebo...and myspace...and blogger...etc...etc. Thank you for ALL of your comments....comforting reinforcements, and words of advice. I love you all and can't wait to see you when I get back!

The most horrible thing....

2009-01-27T12:22:00.002-07:00

Dear fellow bloggers...my heart is in a million different pieces right now. Some of you have seen on facebook that I am now single....to save myself from telling the story over and over again let me get it out in the open to clear any confusion. I debated about blogging about this tradedy as it is very personal and so devastating, but I hope somewhere and somehow it will help SOMEONE out there. I don't know where to begin....on Saturday Sini told me he was thinking of breaking up, on Sunday he officially called off the wedding....I won't go into details b/c it's too much to bear. I love Sini with all of my heart, and the thought of us not being together forever sends me into the depths of despair (that's the only way I know how to describe it). This is by far the hardest thing I've ever had to endure in my whole entire life. I would never wish this feeling upon my worst enemy. I feel like this is worth than LOSING a loved one...being embarassed, getting a flat tire, being ugly, going to yoga...etc..etc. It came from nowhere I am completely blindsided. I have to say (this may be really cheesey to some people).....I could have gone one of two ways...I could have rejected this whole ordeal and fallen to the ways of the world, however I am trying VERY VERY VERY hard to stay as close to the Lord as I possibly can. The feelings and emotions that one bears through trials like these can't be lifted by anyone, but I believe that the Lord has the power to comfort me and guide me (or at least I hope that is the case). I honestly don't know what to do and will take any suggestions offered. Seeing as Sini and I are not together anymore my blog "sinilyn.blogspot.com" will have to change....please make sure we keep in touch if along the process of changing my blog I lose some of you. I really appreciate every single one of you in my life....

Put a ring on it!

2009-01-23T13:22:00.003-07:00

*starts singing* all the single ladies...all the single ladies...all the single ladies...all the single ladies...now put yo' hands up! Sorry girls I just can't get that (Beyonce) song outta my head! And the video....UGH! I wanna be Beyonce Knowles! Not really but it sounds cool. Ok *deep breath* well....we can all rest assure...LOST has started. I have no problem admitting I am a LOST junkie, however this is NOT what my post is about...I just wanted to throw that out there for all the LOST fans...and any potential LOST buddies.
So.....I have been debating on whether or not to write about what is up with life or if I should just write random posts...I've been on the fence about it but today I received a wonderful little "reminder" that I needed to post about what is going on in my life (not that's it is exciting or even fun)...and I have Jen Newman to thank for that...who by the way is probably the most amazing and crafty girl I know. With that said let's begin. Yesterday was rather a sullen day...more depressing than anything *eyes rolling* I have been studying very very very....very hard for a test that I did not pass...now I'm not writing this so that you can feel bad for me...wait for the rest of the story. I worked really hard ( I probably could've worked harder) but I am NOT a good test taker...never have been...well it didn't work out. I thought that if I didn't pass this test that my world would crumble and I would be considered a pathetic loser....after my test I made my way over to my fiance's house....I NEVER knew what a great "comforter" he was. That is when I took a step back and re-evaluated the situation...instead of focusing on how pitiful I was I took a look around and realized I was so so so blessed (an outlook I've always wanted to have but just never did). I have a wonderful WONDERFUL family....FABULOUS friends...a home (not just a house)....a car that runs great...and an INCREDIBLE fiance (c'mon guys just allow me a little gushy-ness). I got home from a somewhat terrible day yesterday & walked in to a warm home and my sister waiting to greet me...she introduced me to the new "cure-all"....drum roll please...."Nothing bundt cakes" omg you guys....fantastic! As we sat and ate our little cakes (or as we like to call it...eat our feelings) I couldn't help but be happy and cheerful inside........until...............THIS MORNING....bright and early my sister woke me up with a telephone call (she was upstairs I was downstairs)..."wanna go to the gym" she says..."uh...i don't feel good" I replied...but she talked me into it anyway....now girls...my wedding is April 11th...and I have a wedding dress to fit into...I'm not gonna lie...I've gained weight..I'm human who cares? Sini and I usually go to the gym together at night but I decided to go with my sister instead. Well. Got some good cardio in, then JAMIE decides she wants to go to Yoga...no problem for me..I've been wanting to try it forever! So we're sitting there with the soothing music and dimmed lights...we begin....breathe in breathe out you know the usual....very relaxing...then we got into the hard stuff...twist here bend here balance on one foot....i got into positions I didn't know existed.....I'm not a skinny girl either....yoga might not be the best thing for chubby girls. Everyone had on their cute little yoga outfits and I'm in my BYU sweats.....sweatin it out in the yoga room....60min of awkward relaxation...I made it though. Now as I'm sitting at home blogging...I feel like my arms are gonna fall off. I'll be ok...right? *confused look & shoulder shrug*
But for real you guys...I feel good...it was a good experience and I'm glad I did it. Who wants to be my yoga buddy? It will be fun. Mind you....the whole time we were doing stretches and poses that Jamie and I couldn't do we were laughing hysterically...I didn't feel bad that we were causing commotion, it was funny! I think some of the people around us might have been irritated but......I didn't care...oops! Does that make me a bad person?
HEY before I forget...RUGBY season started!!! That's right folks....get ready to ruck (a rugby term) and roll! Team Su'a-cide is out on the prowl! For those of you who don't know...my brothers (Manti & Mikey) play Rugby for BYU....so excited! The games are seriously INTENSE...it's all I can go NOT to run out on the field and double kamazee some player in the face....whoa....take it easy. hahahhaha! If any of you are interested in attending a game you can check out the schedule www.byurugby.com you will not be let down!

Bright-eyed & Bushy-tailed

2009-01-08T17:05:00.002-07:00

How many of us look forward to the sound of our alarm clock going off in the wee small hours of the morning? While I realize there are a select few of us who enjoy the "light" sound of a foghorn jumpstarting the heart out of a deep R.E.M cycle, I cannot count myself as one of them. I love the feeling of a hard days work , body aching from producitivity, & a mind satisfied with a "job well done," but nothing pleases me more than to lay my weary head on a rather comfortable pillow at night.
My bed & I have a wonderful relationship. My bed has ALWAYS been there for me no matter the time of day..in sickness & in health...regardless of my financial standing..regardless of my appearance, & regardless of ANY of the circumstances in my life...my bed has been there to provide comfort no questions asked no negotiations required...who could ask for a better relationship (well...there might be a few more things I'd like in a relationship...but that's another blog). Because of the security my bed has offered (and always will) I find if difficult...nay...VERY difficult to get out of bed in the morning & being HAPPY about it. WTH? I have never grasped the concept of being "Bright-eyed & Bushy-tailed" a term often used to describe "a morning person." For those of us who are NOT "morning people" (in my case...far from it) how do we BECOME "morning people?" How do we reach that point to where we look forward & almost anticipate our alarm clock? I have often envied the "energizer bunny" types who are up at the crack of dawn ready for the day at hand....however, I can't help but snicker at the fact that while they are wondering what type of fiber would better suit their morning meal...I am comfy, cushy, cozy in a state of snugglization warm in my bedstead. Honestly guys...who is the one suffering here? Every morning when my alarm goes off I seriously sit there and think of excuses to prolong my slumber (I'm totally not joking). My thoughts are diligent in finding some alibi, cover-up, cop-out, or defense just so I can aviod waking up & facing another day of studying, work, or drama. Granted, there are days that I look for to those things. I'm like a monster when I wake up...sad huh? Not only in my appearance but don't even try to start a "meaningful" convo with me. When I was on my mission I did....ok....there were days where I felt bad for my comps..just b/c "companionship study" was sometimes non-existant due to my "lack of personality." Well....enough is enough....I want to be BETTER! It is time to put away my slumbersome desires! I have made it a goal to BECOME a "bright-eyed & bushy-tailed" kind-of-a-girl...that's a good goal/resolution right guys? I think my family will benefit from it as well as my soon-to-be-husband. However, if ANY of you have tips...pointers....advice...or guidelines you GOTTA let me know....I'm a little bit desperado here!

Guilty Pleasures

2009-01-07T14:09:00.005-07:00

Ok so today I spent the day at the Library (well...part of the day) studying but then I heard a noise coming from my tummy saying "feed me" so I thought to myself.."what sounds good?" I wanted to "eat healthy" so I chose Subway..the lesser of all the evils out there....can anyone relate to the fact that regardless of how long you are in Subway you always come out smelling like it...it stinks literally..it doesn't matter if you're in there for 5 minutes or 45 minutes, you always come out smelling rancid....I thought it was only at the Subway in Laie but I have experienced smelling like subway at every Subway I've been to...ok then...moving on...I have MANY guilty pleasures, it's sad, but I make no apologies. One of my guilty pleasures is going to get food (or ordering it) & watching reality t.v. It really doesn't matter what the show is or what it's about, I often find myself memorized by human behavior. Why is this? What is SO interesting that I can't seem to DRAG myself away from the television set? Why would I be willing give up a free afternoon to watch people, with whom I am not acquainted, go about their random lives? The answer to all of these questions is unknown...I have hit a wall...it is all a mystery to me, & it will most likely stay a mystery unless I have some sort of an epiphany, or unless a lightbulb goes off in my mind...and so it goes I guess.
Guilty pleasure numero dos (translation: 2 for those of you who don't habla espanol...el nino is spanish for...the nino)...Diet Coke...you guys seriously....what the heck? In 2005 I made a pledge not to drink soda (I was an avid diet PEPSI drinker at the time) & up until 2008 I kept that pledge...2008 on a particularly hard day I walked past the soda aisle at the grocery store & couldn't help but give into the temptation of drinking an A&W cream soda..and that was it..that was all it took to break my pledge *snap of the fingers* just like that my pact (to myself) went up in smoke....since that day I've been addicted to soda...I admit it. This year I made a goal to give it up (again).....it's been 6 days...or 7....I caved....what the???!!! I am stronger than this right? Sini is still goin strong he's really good at keeping his goals, I on the other hand am headed for despair...well...maybe not b/c (secretly) I love diet coke....should I quit? I know it's not good for me but neither is running til I pass-out or throw up whichever comes first (which I would gladly do if it was something that I enjoyed). Is it hurting my loved ones? I mean...it's not like I'm on drugs or an alcoholic. IDK...as long as I'm happy it's ok right?
Guilty pleasure number three (I don't know if this can be considered a guilty pleasure but it poses a good thought provoking question)...I am a HUGE giver-in-to (i give in so easily)the power of suggestion...i.e "Ooh a cookie sounds good" ME: It sure does...I think I'll have one. "I think those shoes are so cute" ME: Yes they are...yes I'll take a pair! "Hey that purse is to die for...but it's like so expensive" ME: Oh well...I deserve a treat right?....It's so sad...my sister will suggest something without even thinking and I'll have to get it..eat it...or watch it. Seriously what's going on? I think I can justify my way out of anything! I think I just found some more resolutions/goals for this year....right?

Seriously? It's 2009?.......wait..seriously?

2009-01-07T12:13:00.003-07:00

Ok wait a sec...where did the time go? I remember when I was a little girl thinking to myself "I can't wait til I'm 8 b/c then I'll be baptized" then further down the road "I can't wait til I'm 12 b/c then I'll be in Young Womens & get to go to all the activitites...I can't wait til i'm 16 b/c then I can drive..and date....I can't wait til I'm done with high school b/c then I get to go to college!" Uh...wtf? I can't believe it's 2009....I think I was supposed to be a dr. or a lawyer or a model or something by now...so where did the time go? *Confused look on my face*
Although this year has gone by so quickly I still remember a few things about it...& although I KNOW there were some hard times thrown in there....I (honestly) cannot remember most of them....
I rang in the New Year in NEW ZEALAND! If anyone is looking for a place to ring in the New Year I would def suggest NZ! I came home and bummed around for a couple of months not doing anything really great but I sure had fun while doing it. In May I turned 27 (I can't believe I just admitted that without being interrogated) & things started to get a little more serious in my mind...Sini would be coming home soon (from his mission)...we wrote the whole two years but I honestly did not know what would happen when he came home...our emails started getting a little more serious & I actually contemplated dating him seriously (this was in May)....I started working for Fidelity Investments in July (what the...who lied and said it would be easy?)..I totally grew out of my "Myspace" phase uh...gay! It's all about facebook now..and blogging....On August 13th Sini & were reunited and have been together ever since (well that was a no-brainer). We were "officially" engaged (meaning I got a ring) in October. Now we're here in January (a month I never thought would come) & I don't know what to do with myself. hmph....well...I guess I need to make some goals/resolutions....throw 'em out into the universe & make all my dreams come true right? Well this year holds endless possibilties...on April 11th Sini & I will be sealed in the Salt Lake Temple...honestly...that's where my focus is right now...I need to start getting things in order...I need a florist...a decorator...& many other things...any suggestions folks? Overall regardless of what I say I AM looking forward to this year & and all its.....diversions! I know all of you will have a good year and I will look forward to reading about all of them! BLOG ON!

Post Christmas Slump

2008-12-30T11:54:00.007-07:00

What the heck....does anyone hate it when Christmas is over? Thanksgiving is like the best day ever...you eat tons of food and get to be with family...maybe catch a flick or two...enjoy the time off work AND start the Christmas season! Christmas music is bumpin', snow is fallin', friends are callin', & the food is the bomb. It's the day after Christmas that the "feeling in the air" is gone & you're back to the everyday rustics. Well, all I have to say is I miss that Christmas magic in the air. However, I had one of the BEST Christmas seasons of my life! It's funny how that "special someone" can change the feel of the season....oh how I love Sini! Ok ok ok...I know enough of the lovey dovey stuff. Guys, we had so much fun this December! How were your Christmases? I wanna hear about them....I love reading your blogs & seeing what fun traditions you have & the fun acitivities you participated in! Christmas day was super fun! I don't know about you all but I was so happy we got so much snow...one of the reasons was b/c I was with my family & we were at home with a cozy fire eating lots (I do mean lots) of yummy food & watching movies & playing games!

Here are some photos of our Christmas break!

Our favorite restaurant it The Cheesecake Factory....we go there once a week...it's like an addiction.

This was one of the nights where the snow was falling but there wasn't any wind blowing so it wasn't really cold. We just walked & walked forever....we got COVERED in snow but it was so fun!

Mikey & I making the fire...well Mikey TRIED to start it...it wasn't until I stepped up & utlized my Young Women's Girl's Camp skills! Then there's Sini trying to get warm by the fire...I just threw him in the snow (that's right folks....he needs to know his role! hahaha...I'm joking...)!

Sini & I had to make a ton of pies for Christmas day (they are the BEST pies...so they are in high demand) & instead of letting me do it by myself...Sini helped me...we had an assembly line...well...it was just me...and Sini (does that count as a line?)...The pies were a hit! Now I'm craving them...great...this always happens!

All in all Christmas time was so much fun! Now it's on to the New Year...into uncharted waters...I'm not goona lie...I'm looking forward to this year. This will be the first year that I actually make resolutions/goals (write them down~according to my brother Manti if you write them down you're more likely to achieve them) & try to accomplish them! I hope everyone had a memorable Holiday Season....blog on!

Tis the season

2008-12-21T15:22:00.003-07:00

This Christmas has been so fun. Sini & I have done everything we can think of...except sledding...we haven't been sledding yet....I don't know if his Tongan blood temperature will be able to handle it hahahaha. I can't believe Christmas is almost here...I feel like once it's here it's over so quickly! So this year I've been taking things slow & enjoying every minute of the season. Sini & I went on a walk during one of the snow "storms"....it was (dare I say...at the price of sounding overly cheesy) magical. The snow was falling so softly, the night was reflecting off the the snow so the street lamps weren't necessary....it wasn't too cold...but it wasn't warm either. It was wonderful. In the past Sini has hightailed to the warmth of Hawaii for the the winter season, but this year I couldn't allow that....no....I just begged him to stay (begged is over exaggerated...all I did was look at him funny & he knew Hawaii was not an option). So this season marks the first snowfall of Sini's memory. I feel so lucky that I get to share these experiences with him. Sini has seriously brought a tremendous amount of joy to my life....& no I'm not trying to get sappy with my love for Sini, but I truly love him & all that he does for me....so sue me for wanting to share that with the world *big gasp* what'll I tell mom? In all of my 27 years I have never had a signifigant other to share Christmas with, & I wouldn't have had it any other way. Sini was def worth the wait!
Sometimes people write about their top 5 favorite moments of the the Holiday Season & as I sit here at work....with a little time on my hands...I thought I'd do the same....maybe you'll have the same idea & blog about it!
Top 5 Favorite Holiday Memories '08:
5: Walking outside & seeing Sini shoveling my driveway so my dad or my mom wouldn't have to do it. (It was so thoughtful...no one asked him to do it...I know it might seem like a little thing but it meant so much to all of us...who didn't have to do it).
4: Advent Sunday with my family
3: Christmas Tea with the Campbell Girls (yes I'm a Campbell girl by birth...I might not look like it....but it's something to envy hehehehe)
2: Taking Sini to see the lights at Temple Square for the first time in his life.
1: Going to Candlelight Christmas at "This is the Place" w/"Haisy" (Daisy & Hema) & the boys.
Now I know that the Holiday season is not yet over....so this list is "just for now." I love watching everyones reactions when they open their gifts. Stay tuned for post Holiday blogs! Hopefully I'll have funny family stories too tell...fingers crossed...everything crossed!

Christmas Bingo!

2008-12-09T16:33:00.006-07:00

Every Christmas season we have a family tradition called Advent. On the first Sunday of December my family gets together to celebrate Advent Sunday (which is a German holiday...mind you, none of us are German. My mom served a mission in Germany & imported this family tradition). We eat dinner, catch up, but most importantly we play a few rounds of the ever competitive & amusing "Christmas Bingo." To begin...we have been doing this for years now, since I was a little girl, so naturally, our family has grown...some of us end up with the same cards, & the once crisp red dots that were used to mark are bingo cards have been somewhat replaced with dry kidney beans, however that does not stop our ever ambiguous quest for victory! What is the prize you ask? The highly coveted "couch of stuff" supplied by none other than the dollar store. I realize that some of you reading might mock the vigor displayed for the game.....I will inform you that Christmas Bingo is not a game....it is a Christmas Tradition! We take traditions very seriously around here. Much to our dismay bingo is quickly over & reality sets in once again, yet once Christmas Bingo is played we can officially start the Christmas season.

I love Advent Sunday b/c it gives me a chance to reconnect with my mom's side of the family, all of whom I love dearly. Advent is always a fun way to start off the season & I know as some of you read this you'll want to "bite" (copy) this tradition from the Campbell family...I advise you to beware....Christmas bingo can get pretty intense!

The 1st times.....

2008-12-08T21:20:00.016-07:00

This year marks the first Christmas that Sini & I will spend together. Sini had never been to see the lights at Temple Square *gasp* it was such a fun experience to watch him as we walked on Temple Grounds...this might sound cheesy, but he couldn't stop smiling *warm fuzzy feeling*. Ask yourself this question: Have you ever taken someone to see the lights at Temple Square for the first time in their life? If you haven't I suggest that you find a "Temple Square Lights Virgin" grab them by a limb and drag them there...even if it's against their will...the outcome: genuine happiness. The lights at Temple Square were fun to see. The air was crisp & smelled like winter. It was fun to see different families with their kids running around. The Holidays are such a magical time of year. It really makes me stop & think of how grateful I am. *Note to self: make it a point to be just as grateful as I am during this time of year all year round.
Just last week I "won" tickets to "Candle Light Christmas" at "This is the Place." We invited Hema, Daisy, & the boys to go with us. It was SO much fun! I think we started a new Christmas tradition. We rode the "Choo-choo Train" around the Brigham Young-esque village, listened to old fashioned carolers, visited "Father Christmas" talked to a chimney sweep, had hot cider, & sat by the camp fire. It was so fun to see the kids enjoy themselves...it was even more fun to see the "big kids" enjoy themselves....

My assesment of Twilight...

2008-12-08T21:04:00.006-07:00

I had been waiting for the crowds to die down at the box office before I went to see Twilight but my anxious fiance wanted to surprise me by taking me out to see the much anticipated film. Such a kind gesture from my husband-to-be, I'm sure it wasn't his first pick for a date night movie, but in his own words "he knew it would make me happy"...I know right? As we got ready to go I tried to brace myself for screaming teenage girls, maybe even cat fights between Team Jacob & Team Edward, however, much to my surprise there were "children of all ages" & also to my amazement there were a lot of guys there. I was a little worried that everyone would get jealous that I was with Jacob Black aka Sini, but I knew I could "take 'em" if they tried any funny business. Are you ready for my assesment of the film? I went with the lowest of expectations, as not to be too disappointed....and just as I had expected....not a great film. I know that a lot of you loved the film, & I truly apologize if I offend you or hurt your feelings...I mean no harm...but I thought it looked like a low budget film...I thought the acting was not great....& the special effects were worse. I felt rushed throughout the whole film. The whole time I was watching it I kept thinking to myself..."wait..they forgot this part....wait...they forgot this part." The highlight of the movie (for me) was Jacob Black...sigh....I have always been on "Team Jacob" (don't hate) I take pride in the fact that I found my Jacob Black (Sini) & am going to be married to him on April 11th. When the film was over Sini took me to dinner, & while we discussed the film I found out that he actually liked it *confusion* huh? Who would'a thunk.....As for those that loved the film...keep on keepin on...to each his own. I hold no animosity in my heart. I hope that they'll "go the extra mile" & spend a little more money on "New Moon" hopefully it will improve the sequel...fingers crossed!

So Fresh & So Clean

2008-11-01T16:13:00.001-07:00

My sister is nothing less than a genius folks. I had no intentions of dressing up this year..I never really get into Halloween (I feel like everything has been done already). Every year my sister always has really funny & creative ideas (i.e. last year she was a jelly fish it actually turned out really good). Since this year is my FIRST Halloween with Sini I decided to ask my sister for help. Jamie (my sis) put together a "loofah" costume for herself this year...and I was very eager to copy her (my sis is really cool like that so she had no problem with me stealing her idea)....then she suggested that Sini be the soap....we went to the craft store and voila! The birth of "So fresh & so clean" was born hahahaha. I am on the activities committee for my singles ward and we had a dance for halloween so I was really excited to show off our costumes! They were a big hit! One of the best parts about it was that my dad couldn't stop laughing. While my sister was making Sini's costume my dad had doubts that Sini would cooperate, however Sini is very laid back and was willing to do whatever it takes to make me happy...*sigh* so lucky :) Over all Halloween '08 was fantastic!

The "Official" Proposal!

2008-10-20T13:58:00.000-07:00

I never thought it would happen. It's always been a thought in my mind, but never an actual reality. Friday night Sini told me we were going out to brunch with his family. He told me that one of their clients wanted to take them out to brunch. Sini told me to wear something nice....so I did...I also wore heels (to complete the outfit). At 10:30am Sini was supposed to pick me up, but instead I received a phone call telling me to come outside. When I walked outside one of Sini's cousins "Lee" was standing in my driveway holding a poster board with a riddle on it. If any of you know me, you KNOW that I love riddles and I love games! Sini had put together a "little" treasure hunt for me. Each riddle would lead me to the next destination. The first destination was where Sini FIRST asked for my number (which was my ward building). The second destination was our favorite park. The third was Temple Square. The fourth was Ensign Peak (the gardens at the base of the peak)...The fifth destination (remember what I'm wearing folks..."something nice" with heels!).....the TOP of Ensign Peak! *Thoughts going through my mind when I read the clue* "Are you serious? For real? No are you serious? Does he know I'm wearing stilettos? Should we call him and tell him I'm not dressed for hiking? Well...I walked up anyway...I figured if he went to all the trouble to plan it I should at least TRY to hike up this mountain....word to the wise...never hike in stilettos! So...anyway...it was really hard to walk up the mountain...so we ended up calling him and letting him know the situation...at the end of the conversation I was still supposed to meet him up there but as we were walking up...he...and an entourage of people (some carrying musical instruments) started walking down. As soon as I saw all the people walking down with him my heart sank! I felt SO bad for whining about my shoes. Was that it? Did I miss it? Was he going to propose? NOPE! As we were hiking down the mountain (an even harder task...I acutally had to remove my shoes and walk barefoot)

At that point my mom called me and told me that my dad needed to speak with me before he went to work and that I needed to rush home right away. Without any complaint Sini agreed to take me home right away...but we needed to drop off some of his entourage at his house. When we got to Sini's house he told me his mom had some stuff for my dad, and he asked if I would help him carry it outside...mind you the whole time I'm worried about getting home so my dad doesn't get mad so I was rushing Sini and everyone in the car....when I walked into Sini's house my family AND Sini's family were all there. Sini said a lot of sweet things and then finally....he got down on one knee pulled out a ring box from his pocket and asked "Jenilyn Fa'ilagi Su'a, will you marry me?" Just so you all know I was bawling (something I made fun of others for doing) and couldn't speak so I just nodded my head enthusiastically! I didn't even look at the ring (I just didn't care) all I wanted to do was hug Sini. After several moments I composed myself and realized that after all this time I was engaged to the man of my dreams. I also realized that Sini was trying to put something on my left hand.....O-M-G!

I feel so blessed. I just keep saying that in my mind. I honestly don't know how I could be this happy.

Da Kine bah

2008-10-15T23:05:00.000-07:00

I find I do all my best thinking/blogging late at night. I find as the day winds down, "good nights" are said...late night television comes on (not that I watch it), and the sound of the dishwasher is humming in my ear...my "random" thoughts come alive, and sometimes I feel if they are not recorded...my randomness will dissipate into the abyss of nothingness. Ahem, today in my daily routine of watching tv and eating sunflower seeds I came across a television show that I thought had been cancelled. "Dog the Bounty Hunter" was at one point a favorite of mine (not that I'm proud of that...it's sort of my one guilty pleasure). I thought it very interesting that alothough Dog and Beth (his busty wifey) are natives of Colorado....they had developed a pidgeon accent. Hmmmm....really? I mean...really? Anyway anyway....that's a completely different subject. I was watching Dog and his brigade bring down a drug trafficer in Honolulu...*sigh* how I miss Hawai'i! Not so much the drugs and criminals but the way of life....the laid back attitude...the "Locals" Flip flops that you can buy at Walmart for $2.88 then wearing them EVERYWHERE even to church...the late night trips to walmart just to get out of Laie...then stopping at Jack-in-the-box on the way home....waking up to the soft, warm breeze blowing in through the ever famous louvers....the humidity....the smell of cigarettes and plumerias (combined) once you get off the plane (or anywhere in honolulu)....the melting pot of races that attend byuh.....foodfest....the beach.....skinny dipping at the end of every semester (a tradition)...the way you smell after you eat at subway (how can you not miss that)...walking EVERYWHERE...people watching in the Aloha Center....matsumotos even thought there's a place 100 yards away that doesn't have a massive line, you can never go there b/c it's NOT "matsumotos"......going to the Laie Temple on Sunday b/c there's nothing else to do and it is air conditioned....the pidgeon accent ugh! the pidgeon accent (that's probably on the top five things i miss).....calling every lady that is older than me "Auntie" even some of my teachers.....going to 7-11 in Hau'ula to cruise....walking to chevron when we don't have a ride to 7-11....making plans to go to the gym (b/c it's free) but then making up some excuse not to go.....the food.....going on outrageous hikes (i went on like four....they were hard but they were da bomb)...skipping class to go to the seasider....hanging out at the library (literally just hanging out...no homework)....how every house that was off campus had a nickname i.e. the quiet house, the animal house, the aloha house, the green house....going to the nasty movie theater that was always way too cold....kim chee I in kaneohe (that's number 1 on my list..ugh i miss it!!!)....kccn fm 100 (lina girl! hahaha)! All of these memories flooded my mind as I was watching Dog the Bounty Hunter...odd (head tilt)....All in all I think my Hawaii days have to be some of the best in my life thus far. However, Utah is giving me a run for my money....don't worry I'm not gonna name all the things I love about Ut tonight...but I will say this....my family is in Ut so....that's why I'm here. Well I'm sure I will visit Hawai'i many times throughout my life...might even move there some day..we'll see. I hope my randomness entertained some of you this evening if not.....too bad...ya can't win 'em all right? Aloha oe for the evening.

The Buzz....

2008-10-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

Here I go here I go here I go again..girls what's my weakness? HIM! Ok then chillin chillin mindin my business yo' salt I looked around and I couldn't believe it...(Salt n Peppa...Shoop)...ok so did I grab your attention? So...here's a little intro as to what is going on at this very given point in time..here's the buzz. I recently got engaged to a wonderful man named Siniholani Talanoa (Sini) we dated 2 1/2 years ago before his mission...he left on his mission and although I did not promise to "wait" I promised that I would be here when he got back (meaning I wouldn't be married)..the week before he got home I started dating another fellow....however the moment I saw Sini all of my old feelings came back and I knew at that moment that we would be together forever (as corny as that sounds). Soon after his arrival to Utah we decided the next, and best step for us was to get married. A few weeks later he approached my dad to ask for permission (a wonderful sign of respect in my opinion...and also courage...if any of you have seen my dad you know WHY courage is an important factor in this specific circumstance) to marry his oldest daughter. My dad quickly agreed and encouraged the union! YAY! Sini has yet to "officially" propose (you know...get down on one knee and present a ring) but I know that when he does, it will be something that I'll never forget.
Sini is Tongan however he was born and raised here in Utah...he speaks Tongan, English, & Spanish fluently. He served a mission in Panama. He just made the BYU Rubgy Team (which I am very excited about...b/c Rugby is my favorite sport to watch) where he will play with BOTH of my brothers (Manti & Mikey). We are getting married in the Salt Lake City Temple on April 11th 2009. You know it's funny...there were days I never thought I'd settle down...and now that it's happening I couldn't be happier...it's funny the way life works out don'tcha think?

What it do what it do!

2008-10-08T22:57:00.000-07:00

I suppose I should take the time to welcome myself to the wonderful world of blogging. I've heard the hype about blogging from friends...twix commercials...myspace...emails....I just never thought I'd be "blog savvy" until recently. A lot has been going on in my life and myspace, bebo, facebook, hi5 and ringo just don't seem to be enough....tragic. A few of my friends suggested I start a blog. Would anyone ever read it? Would it be beneficial in any way? I wouldn't want to bore anyone with the stories or everyday acitivities in the life of Jenilyn. Then the thought popped in my mind...what have you got to lose.....*lightbulb*....you're right what HAVE I got to lose? Besides the privacy of my personal life...hahahaha...I'm just teasing...I won't write anything I don't want anyone else to know....(big sigh of relief). Bottom line: I think this is a really great way to stay involved with loved ones and friends...and their lives...one could argue that you could just pick up the phone and chat with friends and loved ones....but honestly you guys...sometimes I'm so lazy that I'd rather read about it then spend hours catching up you know? Don't get me wrong I love you all....I'm just lazy sometimes...that aside....let's blog!